Oh happy day!

First thing ! ive already chosen my two birthday bags! HAPPPY! 1 LV and 1 white Prada :) thanks Mummy !i know i know, im like too young, but it is so pretty i cannot take it! hopefully it will arrive by next week :) oh bags please be safe on the way hereeeee!

 awesome next news! ive made my own lunch today :) damn happy about it! seeeedaaaaap! baked fish and boiled broccoli with Carbonara Mushroom sauce :) damn elated with the results!The fish was a bit oily, so next time gonna change it! Lesser oil, haha so now i can have protein for lunch always! and carbo for dinner! Pasta and soup for dinner

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Ran this morning again after like few days of not running, my left knee is still super shitty!

have to juggle so many things :o birthday in 2 days time ! happy girl !:)

Alhamdullilah.

We're the ones born with bitch faces

 Yknow when you have done nothing to some people, you may not even know them and they still bitch about you. And your like who the fuck is that ? and when you walk by some people without smiling cause you don't even know them ? and they end up talking about you, saying that your arragont and all?

yes is called the bitch face -.-

im not mean okay, okay i am when people are mean to me unless i don't even know you then you are just dead to me. If i never heard of your name before means you are no one to me. So i have no idea why people just assume im some bitch before even try hanging out with me, i mean i understand about the "bitch face" kinda thing. Even my bf used the "bitch face" as a reference to people who doesn't like me -.-

But don't judge a book by its cover :(

so why am i talking about this cause recently a few people have been judging me based on just how i look, but come on. You don't know if something taste nice if you don't try it. So come talk to me and get to know me before judging ok :)

am really nice, oh  but if i don't layan you then your just not nice enough :)

LOL. Okay look at what vinder tried to do.. tried but failed epicly.

and here is little Stilly after bathing being all Manja and everything on me! Can't wait for this week to pass by, can't wait for 27th to pass by even more

anws people please do go buy my clothes from

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silly girl

today i went to work/shoot with my eyes super puffy, hope my picts turn out good, got my picts from last shoot, been staring at it cause ive been so upset, i failed one paper :( don't even expect to fail it, the only subject that one eye i close also i can do, so i really don't know what happen, i got really upset cried like hell while talking with baby on the phone.

Today while doing airport shoot, keep looking at the airstewardess thinking would i ever be able to reach that stage, what if i retain 4.2, sigh stupid school. Im so thankful for my babygirls, thanks for trying to make it better, baby was nice enough to comfort me eventhough he is the worst at it. I have to go to revision lecture tmr afternoon. Gonna kill my teacher, i failed only one test and i only didn't go for 1 class so i have no idea how i fail? when even my accounting i can pass.

ANDREW WONG IS AN ASSHOLE.

but it doesn't matter, will just pass my sup paper andrew wong can just die.

Oh and fought with my brother today.. sigh, then i missed the bus got to shoot late, but its okay. At least shoot was fun :(

everyone is living in denial

so im the girl that every boy thinks is a whore, bitch, slut, who goes around sleeping with so many boys, when i never ever even slept with any of my boyfriends or guy friends. So it is impossible for me to go the other way round.

of cos idk how it feels like? ive liked boys for 18 years of my life. obviously idk how to react or idk how i feel like, my head is just damn awkward now. Yknow the cliche saying of butterflies and heart beating so fast and whatever nonsense, that is how i feel like.

BUT I KNOW I SHOULDN'T COS I HAVE A BF WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH. everytime i drink with people i hardly take care of anyone, i swear, most of the time id just let them do whatever they want or id mock them so much. Cause i am self centered like that, so far the only person ive taken care of when theyre drunk is my bf and .. her. I feel so confused as hell, i feel weird and sad and happy and idk wth to say, i feel bad to G x 1000000000000.  

Anyways it doesnt matter cause im sure the feelings will fade off soon or something, too much for me to handle, MEEE? OMG. seriously. AHHHH GOD IM DAMN confuse, but its okay, everything is gonna be fine.

SETTLED OK.

Just not gonna think about it :)

i swear everything is gonna be fine!

PLEASE. be fine.

 Dear boy turned 19th ytd, haha, surprised him at his place on sunday, yio chu kang which is 100000000 miles away from Singapore. So far omg, me, Sean, Sara and Teng yao met at NEX, made his adorable card, we all have horribe sense of art, like seriously epic failure looks like its done by a 5 year old.

 and Teng yao was smart enough to paste the pictures upside down, zzz omg, whuuut is this hahahaha. nvm is the thoughts that counts!

 tumblr worthy picture man, seriously hahahaha,

 Then pizza at Jalan kayu, syiok to the max man !

 birthday boy!!!!

the kinex ? idk how spell, and some dancing game at Teng yao's place, i kick ass bitches!

ok i am very tired and my head is spinning, so buh bye! gonna be missing this whole week, i think, hhahaha k bye, those seeing me tmr, cyaaaa! <3

Give me a little room to breathe please

 Just ended my exams recently, JUST, but i still can't get some space to breathe from my parents, yesterday i went out with baby, like a proper date after a long time cause i have been so busy busy busy with school. BUT my parents do not know that, they think im a little princess who gets everything i want and poly is just a little playground for kids like me to play at. zzzz omg.

anws back to the main point, when i was out w baby ytd, daddy called asking why i didnt clean the house...

NO SHIT?

? I AM SUPPOSE TO DO THAT -.-? NOOOO of cause not. Zzzz omg, wth. I JUST JUST ENDED MY EXAMS, JUST LET ME BREATHE AWHILE, COME ONE?

So i told my dad, ok. When i get home, hoping to see my damn happy family,

no one was home. Went to bathe, came out saw mummy with her guai lan face..

.so i was like ...

i acted like no ones business, but inside my head i was wtfck? Then my dad knocked on my door asking me to clean the hs tmr..YEAH OK I MAID WHAT -.- AFTER EXAM JOB IS TO CLEAN HS..ONLY ZZZ OMG LAH PLEAAAAAASE. CANNOT STAND IT. Is damn frustrating and no one gets it! zzz ohmygod. Anws, is okay, come at me with everything you have ok? im gonna bring myself up when im down.

Oh another annoying thing, my dad is really really forcing me to continue with manual, when it is so obvious that im gonna take 10 years to pass, am not looking down on myself, i just KNOW MYSELF APPARENTLY CAUSE I AM ME WITH MY OWN BRAIN HAVE LIVE IN THIS BODY FOR 19 YEARS TSK. But yeah whatever, not gonna do it, not gonna force myself, is unhealthy.

Oh and my mum? she was genuinely helpful in front of me saying "okay i will talk to daddy if he says no to you" and at the dinner infront of dad she was like " no must take MANUAL, IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD"

NO SHIT MUM THANKS FOR HAVING MY BACK :) -.-

Anws, went to Bugis with Vinder, good shopper, love her for that! i spent like 30 plus only, super happy, super! Will get more stuffs soon after i sell some of clothes, people please don't be anal and just buy my pretty clothes!

everytime i go to Bugis or Haji lane, this bastard stickers would be everywhere hahahaha love it, it is super funny, yesterday just went to bugis again and baby and me just spotted another one, that asshole really have nothing better to do huh.

and we went to far east too :( and i bought this dress, which my bf told me before NOT to get, nonononon. He thinks is too revealling, short and ugly. TSK. BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH, IT LOOKS SUPER HOT AND I TRIED IT, cost $30, i know right, $30 sigh. i bought it to wear for my birthday but caused a huge fight with baby .. sigh. Kinda like his tattoo incident where i said NO? So yah booom, world war 3, so not gonna wear it for birthday dress in the end :(

MEANIE! but my meanie and i love love you :)

bought a meanie mustard skirt, is so preeeety? can u see am wearing? hahaha, ok no but really loving this long mustard skirt, gonna get it soon at bugis! Must! is super chio!

HAHAHAHHAHA I JUST HAD TO POST THIS SUPER FUNNY CAN OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGGOMGMOMGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGO!

FUNNY.

LOVING MY BANGS :)

This is what i woke up to today :

hahahahah how cute is my bf? first time ever saying he would cry for me, hahaha, but now over a girl? okay Gav, if i were to turn into anything also, is Bi never les, i love boys too much :) hahahahha, kidding like boys love Gavin ahaha :)

hehe he is so cute can.

cya at me birthday, in my pretty new dress! Not gonna see it here :P



Exams are over bitches!

oreo shakes from breeks, yumms!

 as you can see from the title of the post, exams are over..bitches. Haha, yesterday was my last paper, the horrible the terrifying accounting, annnnd i don't wanna talk about it, 12 hrs plus of effort :( just hope i get at least a D+ boohoo. Anws, thats my last paper! can't wait to party next week!

anws am gonna spam pics okay, i just downloaded instagram so that explains the many picts hehe.

 Basil rice from Serai makan place
!!! yumms and cheap to the max!

subway, cold cut trio plus mushroom soup, the person undercharge me and i kept quiet :o am going to hell hahaha

 Babylove cut his hair!! he looks extra mattish now hahaha but so cute!

 we went to find the purple kebaya at Syikin's place then we took the wrong 155 back and almost went to bradel, siao! but baby being street smart and he is like the king of buses, haha he told me that we should just drop off cause the route looks totally different

he don't even need licenese lah he like can remember the whole Singapore route by bus.

Next! after club paper, out to town with my babygirls and babyboy hehe love them

but i was really unwell and ill, kept vomitting before paper and after and during paper fever max, lunched walked around town awhile and sweat like crazy and went home. Poor me :( baby sent me home and i sweat myself like crazy, as in the fever .

Next, Gav's godbro engagement, my hair was not pleated the whole time cause it was effing hot to the max i cannot take it.

that's kor Qayum fiance so chio! look at baby step all!

seeee so chio. But i dont believe in engagements, straight to getting married, haha im 19! think too much sia, serious!

 kor Qayum! hhaha he looks funny here, anws me and Gav followed some of the family members to the girl's side which is all the way at choa chu kang, siaooo. Lucky got bus! as in coach hahahah.

 TEIRAAAA WHY YOU SO CUTE.

After the whole event, went to take a look at the boy's match then we went off to dinner at Gav's place, yumms dinner and ice cream then i went off!

SPAMM INSTAGRAAAM.

 CUT ME FRINGEEE COS IT IS SO ANNOYING OH MY GOD.

 Next yesterday went to picnic with primary school girls, haha so long didn't see them, this is not the raya clique so hardly see them omg so long. 

 This is Ain! birthday girl! 19th seyy.

 Ain hang speakers around me, everyone was looking :(

 Her hair damn red hor, not fair, when my hair was red i also wanted :( should have just done it at the saloon the first time lah, self dye sucks.

LOL. LAST PICT I WAS DANCING TO SUPER BASS, THATS WHY FATHEEN EXPRESSION IS LIKE THAT HAHA.

OKAY ME GOTTA BATHE SOON, BUGIS WITH VIN THEN TOWN WITH SARA, OK BYE ! SEEING BABY AWHILE TMR! CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!