my cruel-intentions begins...

Been very busy

2012-02-11T16:48:00.001-08:00

I have been very busy, neglecting this space. I realize during my secondary school days I always pour out my feelings here cause G was my bf, bestfriend and everything, so when I have a problem who is mostly him, I would only pour it here cause everyone around us were already tired of dealing with our drama. The contradicting part, eve tho they were tired of our dramas they still loved reading it on my blog all the time -.- I can see cause nuffnag ables us to view the viewers. Sigh. Society is craaaaazy. Anws as usual, I'm pretty busy with everything now :0 end of year coming for poly, hope i don't screw up or retain :( am really scared agh damn it. Oh to add on the God damn stress, my another guy friend is being an asshole and my another guy friend's gf is being a dick. -.- I don't uds how girls get jealous of FRIENDS -.- ok i gtg have to prepare for tutoring !

What do you like most about yourself?

2012-02-04T19:55:00.003-08:00

everything. hahahaha

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What would you do with the ability to melt into a puddle of jelly and you were able to slither anywhere?

2012-02-04T19:55:00.001-08:00

puddle of jelly, make this person fall everywhere he goes. Slither anywhere? slither out of my house.ahahaha

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best things to say to start a text conversation with a girl and how to keep the conversation going?

2012-02-04T19:54:00.001-08:00

why you got no bf? you so pretty. I tried that once,hehe.

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whats wrong with you/vinder's 19th

2012-02-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

cos we cool like that! hahahaha. This past 2 weeks me and sara have been so absorbed in our whats app, we whats apped each other like 4hrs straight before studying for CRS, cause we were talking about ...boys. hahaha. i know right? wtfck.Is craaaaazy how we mind fuck each other -.-

so vinder's celebration was at yellow jello and also rebel, but of cos i didn't club eventho Gav wasn't in spore, plus i needed to go home! Good girl, i swear :) happy hr jug 20 an hr, honestly that is fucking cheap? you cannot find that anywhere else, plus if you are an OCBC member, is 50 % of, ohmygod right? i knowww.

im happy, theyre happy, we are all happy, bless to have my lovely girls!

yeah bitches, we so cool, hahahah i was trying to dance to superbass on the way back but Sara kept putting my hands down ): whuuuut! i wanted to dance to superbass ):

on time sia i can pose !

HAPPY 19TH INDIAN!HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR PUKE FEST AND WHATEVER YOU DID AROUND CLARK QUAY I DONT KNOW, BUT THE NEXT TIME YOU TRY TO HIT ME WHEN YOUR DRUNK I WILL PEE ON YOU OK?

si bei like bangla right? hua hua hua

anws i was super happy today when i went back to school to set up the exhibitions, cause my grpmates were awesome, M was trying to be funny, i didn't have to smoke alone cause Shawn was there, everything was great, oh and i was missing my baby but i know he is having fun in KL so yeah.

Got home, talked to Scott on fb, my ex bf's twin, saw him having some argument on fb so told him to chill bla bla...then i went to see his picts, then i realise something.. i wasnt able to see his brothers profile..apparently my ex bf blocked me from my new fb account? don't even know how he knows i got a new account cause i hardly tagg his friends so i wont appear on his news feed...the funny thing is he didnt even block me or any shit a few months ago..then today i found out he took the effort to block me of fb?

what the fuck dude, u crazy?

you took the effort to block me from your fb when we are not even fb friends.. YOU hate me that much? when your the one who dumps me, broke my heart and made me cry for 3 fucking months..WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU, I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU, I DIDNT LIE TO YOU, I WASN'T A SLUT TO YOU, I LOVED YOU FOR FUCKING 2 YEARS PLUS.

and your being a little bitch? you mad bro? I REALLY DONT UDS..you TOOK the effort to block me? wtfck is wrong with you. You have your own life now, you have your own gf, why must you still rmb the past and hate on me? I have Gavin now, i don't hate on you after all the mother fucking shit you did to me?!

so Y the fuck must you hate me i don't uds.. is 2012 grow up man seriously, grow up.

if Amelia can at least have the balls to say sorry to me, why not you be a man instead of a pussy and stop being a little bitch okay? enough of hating on people when they didnt even do anyt to you!

once again, you have issues idk whats wrong with you! k bye -.-

Do you talk a lot on the phone?

2012-01-28T07:18:00.001-08:00

yes, but my bf doesn't cause he has to think of what to talk about.:P

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Mobile uploads

2012-01-24T02:25:00.000-08:00

my damn smart tuition kid

im sad very sad, no one knows how much i misses him ): sigh i want to see him, i wanna spend time with him but i must wait for 2 more days )): worst feeling every, i miss my bf like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzy. And cause of this ive been getting so mad at him )):

to make matters worst tomorrow is accounting results, ohmygod. Horrible!

i can't express my feelings like wtf man, i totally miss him . sigh, life of a 19 year old, school school school, sucks ): but thank God at least i have education right?

): Gavin fletcher i miss you you ass hole!

Is it possible for you to teach me how to follow someone on formspring (not sure how it actually works)

2012-01-23T06:13:00.005-08:00

nooooooo.

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If I were to say "hye, let's be friends!", what would you say?

2012-01-23T06:13:00.003-08:00

we are already friends...

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What famous person would you like to meet?

2012-01-23T06:13:00.001-08:00

edison chen?

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Cyber bullying/Jie Aisyah 22ND

2012-01-22T06:44:00.000-08:00

This were all during jie aisyah 22nd, Gav's godsis :) Gav fetched me after my stupid ttb test i think? which ended like at 7 -.- retarded school i swear. It was fun, close family members of aunty ross side, and Gav's family, well me, aunty Ann and Gav. But as usual they were all very friendly. Jie aisyah got alot of prezzies especially running shoes, the boys were very mean giving her encouragement to run..hahaha wth. While me and Gav got her a dress which she couldn't fit into, i didnt know she was quite big, when we were buying the dress, the lady said it was free size. So the guys were like saying the dress we bought for her is her ultimate goal size to be -.-

the cake was delicious, haha but i was too full and it was during my stress week which is a week or 2 weeks ago, so i puked out everything i ate, but so chio right the cake?

Aunty Ross, Aunty Ann and Me, sigh i damn black now -.- stupid tp want smoke cannot smoke under shade, fucking stupid school i swear, gurh.

Gav's kor was like " Shas u went swimming?"

Me"No why?"

Him"you so tanned now, why??"

Me: " i cant smoke under the shade in my school". -.-

before i left he commented again.

Kor: Gav why Shas so small now?

Gav: she damn stress with school keep puking

Kor & his gf: *stares at me*

so i just smiled...

haha, is not my fault i was damn stress okay.

Anws, look at this juicy watch! damn chio right ! sigh omg so pretty, ive decided not to get the LV bag, cause i realise that my mum doesn't own a huge coach bag much, so id prolly just get a Charles and keith bag.

pretty! ohmygod!

as everyone can see im a very vain and narcissitic person, i practically take pictures of myself 100 times a day, lol k no, exaggerating. With people like me cyber bullying won't be an issue cause they would probably say it to my face or behind my back like literally if don't like my face, but my skin is all thick skin and skinny bones so i don't really give a shit. However, for some people, cyber bullying affects them like seriously.

What if that one person already has a very low self-esteem or eating disorders or a fatal disease but others keep mocking them online through fb or twitter or whatever.It could totally affect them like crazy..

why am i talking about this?

well today being literally bored and all, i watched

DISCONNECTED, is a nice show on MTV, finally a decent show that makes sense on MTV.

Is somehow something about cyber bullying but most of it is how internet affected the life of 4 teenagers, the last part a guy really killed himself OD with drugs, lying dead on his bed life stream of teenagers just watched him died, some even taunt him to do it and said he didnt have the guts to.

He had a gf and a mum ); sigh.

So stop cyber bullying, not everyone posting things online is an attention whore, some of them do really have issues and they got no one else to turn to so they pour it online.

So stop being a bitch to others blogging,fb ing or twitter, is their problem if they wanna spam any shit.

go waaatch! anws Gong xi fa cai agaaaain!

end of suffering for now

2012-01-21T08:20:00.000-08:00

so the suffering week of hell ended, 2 tests back to back and 1 submission. I screwed up my accounting, 15%, am just hoping to pass i swear, put so much effort in it, was damn demoralizing when i did the paper, i went psycho and totally wanted to like beat anyone up ): it was so sad. Baby was kind enough to come down before soccer to comfort me :) i know his anal sometimes but i still love him.

anyways more days of hell coming up with culture submissions, crs test and exams on the last week of feb, we're all gonna do it, yeah :D! IM NOOOOT GONNA GIVE UP I SWEAR! I think i have like a school trip next week or something, idk wtfck for, some cutural shit. Oh well, im in htm so cannot blame the school lah, si bei sian man.

ANWS, CELEBRATED 3 BBG BDAYS! Veron/Jency/Mandy, 18,19,20 hahahahah so funneh, Veron ..18. hahahahaha.

Veron and Jency, wondering why veron 18? cause her bday december, hahaha like Gavin.

HAHAHAHA 18 :p

We had steamboat @ bugis! again, till damn full then off to Haji lane for some shisha !

YUMMMMM.

we didnt stay late as the rest had to leave, if not left me and jency only will be like wtf rite, so sian, hahaha so we all went home in the end.

next Mandy's 20th part 1. This was just her birthday dinner, we didn't have time to go anywhere cause we had a paper from 6.30 pm to 8pm. Fucking cheebye right? na bei think what we robot ah, so long sia stay in school. Anws, we ate at Ajisen or idk what the place called lah okay.

HAHA FAIL TO WHATEVER IM DOING.

MY EYELASH DAMN LONG HOR, AHHAHA HAO LIAN.

BIRTHDAY GIRL PREZZIE. We all should be going Yellow jello for her second part of birthday, hope i got $$$, still need go Gav's place for reunion dinner today.

LOVE YOU ALL HAPPY BDAY, CANT WAIT TO PARTY WITH U ALL AFTER THE FUCKING EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

or at least can't wait for yellow jello or summer breeze i don't really care.

BTW GONG XI FA CAI TO ALL CHINESE .

XOXO

Do you believe in magic?

2012-01-18T03:01:00.001-08:00

nooooo.

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Have you ever liked any decent guys in your secondary school before? When i mean decent, i mean a really decent guy :D

2012-01-15T23:11:00.001-08:00

Mmm hahahha decent ah? Must be in secondary school uh? Haha I from Bedok south ey. A bit hard to name any good boys? So no I guess? Haha. Maybe poly yes uh but Bds don't think so :D

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oh but your hair after normal rebonding looks quite natural, like its soft rebonding? cos i dont want the super flat texture after normal rebonding..but urs doesnt look so flat?

2012-01-15T22:58:00.001-08:00

Hmmm, it depends on your hair my dear, cause if your hair naturally straight like most Chinese girls, you see the Ah lians hair very flat (no offence) but my hair naturally wavy not so straight and i curled before this rebonding so is like natural straight now :) if not you go and rebon then you damage your hair again ah, so it wont be so straight :D

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If you were to get a tattoo, what would it be?

2012-01-13T22:04:00.001-08:00

on my neck under a nape piercing; written "let it go".

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What restaurant do you enjoy eating at the most?

2012-01-13T22:03:00.001-08:00

My godpa Thai restaurant @ far east basement.

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What day of the week do you most enjoy?

2012-01-13T22:02:00.003-08:00

the ones i meet Gavin.

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Hi, you mentioned a good salon at bedok where you rebonded your hair? what's the salon and the price for rebonding? and is it soft rebonding or normal rebonding?

2012-01-13T22:02:00.001-08:00

Its opposite Eunos police station, directly opposite, Sisters salon, its Bedok reservoir, rebonding+treatment = $50 (student price), its normal rebonding :) but i treatment and dye the next day which is $70. So in total i spent $120 :)

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What are your new year resolutions?

2012-01-13T21:59:00.003-08:00

NO HAVE CAUSE ALWAYS DONT STICK TO IT LOL.

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It's Friday the 13th! What will happen today?

2012-01-13T21:59:00.001-08:00

TODAY SATURDAY LEHHHH.

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love you like a love song

2012-01-12T06:22:00.000-08:00

heyy, ive been so busy with school, don't even have time to breathe, this week 1 paper 1 submission, next week 1 submission, 2 papers ): and one of it is accounts! Na bei.

Recently, i have been eating and vomitting like crazy, i get light headed like mostly at night, is so ughhh. Everyone is saying that im so stress thats why, and of cos baby asked me to go to the doctors today but i didnt. If this continues i will :) listen to baby.

so ive been so busy but i still helped my cousin with his jae and jpsae, he really had no one to turn to so i really had to help him and also my aunty was crying not wanting him to get into an ITE so obviously i had to help, she said she leaves his future in my hands ): sigh so sad. I even more stress, not like some people ask help abit also wanna attitude, your own flesh and blood gosh. At least my first sis did apologize but it doesnt really matter already cause i cried 3 times while doing my report last night or morning cause it was after 12 midnight while my siblings sleep -.- tsk. Today i rushed through my ttb and my cousin jae and jpsae.

God bless him .

However, im thankful that my friends and baby are there to support me and cheered me up, those tears i cried last night was nth, im stronger than this and i will push through till 20th January! Come Shas! and God help me and bless those around me. Amin!

hehehe, my one & only baby!

his hair is like some little boy cannot maintain but i still love youu.

the dress ive been trying to find, except that it suppose to be a bow tie except for that thing idk what its called, but Tammy the model is tall so the dress might be too long for me.

www.ohsofickle.sg

this dress is bodycon dress is damn tight, i bet its so tight that it makes me look like i actually have a huge ass, hahaha i have this feeling that i wanna buy it, maybe my bday dress or just to club and parties..but my bf will kill me for sure. The other day i was finding HW shorts at bugis and my bf keep pulling me away saying every single one of it is too short. Hehe.

so pretty right the dress? look so innocent, i feel like buying this i dont even know why,hahahah. But is so innocent looking, see the model dont even look slutty, maybe i can wear this for cny? haha i have 2 cheongsam still in my closet, retarded much?

saw this dress at scape flea once, i regretted not buying but now i dont really mind cause is so low back i wear this anywhere Gavin will kill me and lock me in his house, hahaha.

bought this dress for Jie aisyah, well sort of, the one me and baby bought is mustard and the straps are transparent, alot nicer and cheaper also, haha wont say how much here, is much shorter also, i would buy one for myself, soon!

http://www.gipsyscarlet.com

i wouldnt be able to see Gavin until next Sunday probably, sigh, not cause i dont want to but i have such a heavy work load, then i have to sacrifice the time of me meeting him. Hopefully, he could come down to Aljunied somehow one of this days, i miss him like no ones business.

Thank you for the great support through out this week my dear, love you syg :)

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

2012-01-05T23:03:00.001-08:00

cookies & cream :)

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Mobile uploads

2012-01-05T23:00:00.000-08:00

My mommy! love love! Went out with my family to vivo the other day, mum got me a Charles and keith wallet, hehe happy :) tho i was really eye ing the pink Prada wallet but sigh who am i kidding, id take months to get the Prada wallet :0

what am i zooming in to? of cos my eyebrow! hehe i like it, omgod! hehehehe so thin maaan!

and fyi, baby's tattoo now has like idk what thing on it luh, like his skin's peeling or something! see don't want to listen to gf right. Still go make sheesh.

my c&k wallet, can't wait to lay my hands on the LV tote & also when my pay comes in! shoes & clothes here i come!

Am on a mission to buy lots of t shirts now, cause apparently my bf likes it when i dress decently, heh. But my face super fail, so yeah, decent can't make it but is okay! i'll try, cause ive been telling him to wear belt cause he is always showing his boxers to the world..

and he did.. he wore belt ):

so sweet i know ! damn it, so i have to change my dressing then.

AS USUAL, life of a HTM er, im busy with work load, sigh, i did my assignments since 5 - 12 ytd, today ive been slacking. Gonna rush after i reach home from meeting baby! okay byeeee! Sunday steamboat w girls, will update <3

So many things so little time

2012-01-04T05:24:00.001-08:00

Projects datelines are coming, 20th I have my final and last account paper of my LIFE. Which I totally want to at least get a total of C+ for my overall for the sake of my gpa ): this Sunday Jency bday, next Friday Jie Aisyah bday, Gav's godsis, then cny then aunty nisha bday one of Gav's god mum :000 I would not go due to my work load but aunty Ross and aunty ann asked me just now to go ): they say do project on weekends :) I'm happy to go but sad due to my projects... Oh god I'm so stress plus I have a baluku on my head ):

Xmas & Gav birthday pictures

2012-01-03T08:14:00.000-08:00

Uncle Chris(Gav's dad), me, Gav and Aunty Ann(Gav's mum), haha idk why aunty Ann not smiling, but she always is haha, after this we did a candid pose but jie Aisyah didn't upload ):

us and Gav's godparents, they're Malays, he has his Catholic godparents, yknow the ones that follows you go and get baptized or something, idk i forgot what his grandma told me, lol. But he doesn't see them much cause they stay in town, so this God family are always around cause they just stay a few blocks away and they knew Gav since he was a baby, so cool right! No wonder Gav can speak so much malay.

Can see Uncle Chris tatts? so big uh on his big arms, lol. Anws, it was Uncle chris birthday as well, its like that every year, idk when his actual birthday tho.

my bf got real ray bans shades, wtf, your gf wear $5 shades, you sedap sedap get free real ray bans, ahhh. Where got fair, haha he got damn alot of things on that day, of cos us, Xmas plus his birthday, so lucky uh!

Happy birthday Uncle chris and gav!

He looks damn ang moh here, hahaahah and im the minah beside him, hahahahahaha. k shut up.

right side, Jie aisyah and her bf, left side kor Qayum and his gf. Aunty ann says that i have to call them Kor and jie also cause that what Gav's calls them, idk? i guess is like follow the guys side kind of thing ah? chinese like that ah? idk, i thought malay only haha.

and the BOMB of that day, he got a TAG heuers watch, ah lucky bastard, hahaha, damn cool or not tell me? my watch i go use the $5 watch from tampines interchange ok cause i so god damn lazy to get a watch for my stupid module

but of cos

Alhamdullilah to God for everything he recieved on that day :)

after the whole celebration, he fetched me a cab and straight away text me after i left

"i miss you".

Turns out he was still thinking about what happened the other night to me at Powerhouse, i felt so sorry and guilty cause it was his birthday and christmas eve but he still thought of it when i left ): at least things are much better now.

thank you for all the good times Aunty ann and family, can't wait for next year, id bring gifts next year to put under the Xmas tree :)

So my countdown was celebrated with Gavin's family too, this time just Aunty Ann, Aunty Ross and Uncle Manab and Jie jacelynn and Jason.

It was still a crowd for me, had a great time chatting with Aunty Ann, told her how pissed i was at Gav for going to his friend Xmas party until 6am in the morning, then she act out how angry Gav was, it was funny. Aunty Ross got some things from KL and she got me a silicon wallet! damn happy lah but i dont know when id be able to use it.

Kfc for dinner cause aunty Ann bought like 20 pieces chicken..i only ate one and of cos my fave pop corn chicken !

aunty Ann got for me a MAC eyeliner, topshop boxers shorts and some silver shimmery thing, like eye shadow i guess? haha as long as is make up id wear it. Then she goes on trying to find her wedges that would fit me... but im size 38.

she was like "look at this small girl leg like giant".

wah hurtful, hahaha but yeah it looks normal okay!

had a great time, it was my first new year celebration fyi and the first celebrated with my bf and the first new year celebrated with my bf's family.

it was awesome and i feel blessed, besides school! thanks to God for everything else.

Need to rest tomorrow make up class at 9, goodnight!

missing

2011-12-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

wah so chio.

sorry been busy, my pictures all in bf camera..meeting bf tmr! hehehehe.

xxoxo

new year at baby's also :) but will visit my grandad before that, see i so good grand daughter sia, haha.

tmr grp project, baby's crib then towwwwwn which my baby!

school starting on tues, tutoring starting saturday!

yeyness! i likeeee!

i miss ph ): keep thinking about it, but ive been thinking of just totally stop clubbing, not even stepping in to any to drink.. cos it would make Gav so happy after what happened..but...

what if after giving up all this partying shit .. the same shit happens? everything just ends? but no one can say anyt, we dk whats gonna happen ? ):

sometimes i think is about time for me to clean up my act, no drink, no ciggs, my dressing...just cause i have a bf, i mean like who wants a gf like that right? ): but idk is all this worth it? im turning 19 only leh? but at the end of the day im still a girl right? haizzz.

ANWS, WOOHOO I PASS MY FTT!HAHA. But my driving instructor MIA and i need to pass my TP in btwn 2 years, LOL. Most of the soccer guys failed at least once, except for my bro, Danish and Wan and they all took manual :o me taking manual too! hehe. oh well.

ive been eating like crazy, i have a tummy now ): boohoo, hehe, will update soon.

feel blessed and good, Amin, thanks to God.

Should i continue using formspring? its like so dead:(

2011-12-27T20:34:00.007-08:00

yes.

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HOW COME FORMSPRING SAID I ASKED MYSELF. wtf? so embarrassing! and how was your christmas everyone? (:

2011-12-27T20:34:00.005-08:00

awesome.

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What do you need right now?

2011-12-27T20:34:00.003-08:00

SHOPPING. AND GAVIN :D

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If you had to have a twin,would you rather have a fraternal twin or a twin of the same gender as you?

2011-12-27T20:34:00.001-08:00

same gender, very hot.

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When was the last time someone flirted with you or you flirt with someone?

2011-12-27T20:33:00.001-08:00

someone flirted w me? idk? ph? fb?

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Long week

2011-12-25T03:44:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas! Hohoho!

i had a pretty busy and long week. Been away and all,did celebrated Gav's birthday and our anni for two nights, went to Zirca/Rebel, spent alot of time with Gav's family, hehe.

Ladies night went to Yellow jello, w Weiling and Angeline. Next was Zirca then Powerhouse, hehe my one & only powerhouse. Everynight at ph is beyond enjoyable, but weds night i screwed up with Gav. Totally didn't rmb what happen an all, Gav classmates told him some stuffs and all :( sigh, but theres an upside to this. He learnt to appreciate me more now, im just not allowed to club anymr, even for my birthday he said he would be there watching me dance, haha but i still love my bf, even more now, with the way he has been treating me cos of what happened :) i love love him even more.

music was awesome but i didn't get my jug cause my coupons were with Char, cos i was dancing and i kept holding it.. didnt even know i was holding it 0.0

Gav birthday was ytd, Xmas eve, celebrated Xmas eve with his whole family, and it was Uncle Chris birthday as well. Wow, it was great, first time ever celebrating, like my gifts, haha i didn't know what i was suppose to get anyone, so next year yeah! in God's name if we are still tgt.

Food was great, pasta, satay, cake, pizza, many many, yumms! Next year im sure to take pictures, if i get to go again.

I made brownies from scratch for Babylove! Yumms ok!

ehehehe, see the icing i put! Aunty Annt was like "aww so sweet" then she told everyone who came that i baked brownies for Gav, waaaaah shy wor!

My aunt made for Gav this, so sweet kan! Aunty Ann asked me to stay later but i couldnt ): anws i would upload the rest of the pics when Gav's mum and jie Aisyah upload the Xmas and bday picts :)

happy 19th baby love, i love you so much! Hope you liked all the celebration baby, gifts, most of all, the love your recieved from all of us xoxo

Tues night, me & baby also went to Lau pa sat ^^hehe nice lah. Mushroom satays again, yeyness! yumms nice but i had some muscles pain on my tummy after that, but baby rubbed for me, hehe ty

me girls from zirca otw to ph :)

me babyboy @ Haji lane, i love my syg, we had an awesome dinner and shisha @ Haji lane, it was a very very breezy night and baby kept saying "dingin" which means cold in Indonesia Malay. hehehe so cute lah.

waiting for my mum to get home for dinner, miss my babylove so much, tmr project meeting and 27th my ftt )): on tues ! booo! before that would be heading to Lola's place for Thanksgiving, Gav's other grandma, heee. Will take pictures, byebye!

Do you trust the news?

2011-12-18T07:25:00.001-08:00

no.

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popping bottles

2011-12-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

so Sara is going off to Canada, she goes there every year like a pro. Haha, the other girls were suppose to go as well, but everyone end up MIA, so it was only me, Sara, Mandy and Michelle was there. We had fun of cos, laughing at me and at each other cause i was damn segh at the end of the night.

the bar/dining was at Pasir ris, not silvery moon, i ordered their beehoon it was superb. Im sorry but i forgot whats the place called. The food was fine, beehoon was nice, they gave me quite alot and it was delicious and cheap, $7.50 but obviously i couldnt finish it so i gave it to Mandy.

Mandy ordered the fish and chip it was niceeeee.Sara ordered chicken chop, but the spicy ness was like hell judging from when she drank two glasses of cranberry vodka straight after taking a few bites of the chicken chop. Mich ordered a small pasta or bake rice idk? like baby size sia and is like 12 bucks?

siaooo.

we ordered a jug, the guy was like saying there was only 1 shot of vodka inside, but the more you drink the more you can feel it burning man.

in the end me and mandy was a little off, then she got better and me and my itchy hands went to buy shots and of cos everyone knows how the day ended. Mandy tried to send me home but i ran away in the MRT station, i told her to catch me... so Sara and Mich went after me, then Sara dropped off and Mich had to take care of me.. i kept telling her i stayed in Eunos until she had to call Anita and ask..

hahahahhaha funneh.

Then she kept holding on to me in Eunos so that i wont drop off and run away hahaha.

In the end Mich dropped at Aljunied with me and i got home safely, as usual i was trying to call Gav, i always seem to need him when im gone. Is good cause you always find the person to you feel for the most when your gone.

and without fail i always find my baby, eventho i tend to talk nonsense and i dont rmb what i talk about and he'd scold me for saying some other guy's name, haha, i still find Gav at the end of the night.

okay now.

There is a few things i want to clear up.

1) Im not a racist. I've dated all races, im sure it is not just for the reason that SOME people thinks im racist, cause i find the guys i dated cute even if theyre indian, chinese or malay whatever. Especially Chinese ok, i LOVE Singaporean Chinese, most of my friends are Singaporean Chinese, most of my exs are Singaporean Chinese, Ah bengs are Singaporean Chinese and they are super appealing to me.My boyfriend is half Chinese, SOOOO what does this means? Im not racist.

2)I HATE people stepping on my head okay. Seriously, i know how the fuck to do my own things, when i need to get things done, i fucking get things done and when im nice to you, don't fucking push it. Honestly, i can break your face no matter how many times bigger you are than me, so don't fucking push it when im nice to you. I can show you my nice side but i can be a crazy bitch to you too so please, don't fucking push me, don't fucking touch my head and don't try to have the fucking balls to raise your voice or give me attitude cause i will give you twice the shit you give me. You don't know me or my past so just shut the fuck up.

3)Selfishness. I grew up with two other sisters, one thing i cannot fucking stand is people being selfish, me and my sisters had to share everything all the way till we started working for our own things. So if anyone want me to help them, when i ask them to help me in return please be nice and not anal about it.Sharing is caring, if don't want help, next time just fuck off and do your own thing and dont come ask me for help. Okay lah no.

Is written in the Quraan and Bible, that we should help other people, SO I SHALL NOT add on to my sins.

Just so people know, being selfish gets you no where. Sometimes no friends.

:) Have a safe trip Sara ! Will miss you xoxo!

mobile uploads

2011-12-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

This happens when your probably the only narcissitic person in class :( no one wanna spam my iphone with their picts.. hehehe. Anws uploads from my pics cause abng intro me to a new korean app. Is cool but my photoshop express is still cooler, make me look like a flawless princess :)

Vinder is not in my class so it doesnt counts.

woah so fair, hehehe.

okay so this are my camera apps, for a narcissitic person this is damn little okay!The cam wow/we cam is very boring lah kay. My ps is damn cool and it is really express, haha doesn't take long to load after editing.The korean app is called "Pudding" if im not wrong. My bro said the effects looks like some dslr shit, hahaha nonsense. Might as well use my awesomeee semi pro :O

this is from my ps, okay what right. Not as good as the original photoshop express but is okay for my spammed picts of myself. Photoshop is really damn zai for like photoshoots pictures, can even make your breast bigger. Hehe, but my shoots pics are like covered clothes so ahhaha no point.

WHAAAAAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS.

Okay lah, i don't know what to get for Gav and his family, i never celebrate before leh. IM NOT SUPPOSE TO -.- Okay so i should not call it celebrating, im just going to Gav's place to eat and all for Xmas, makes more sense right? When they pray i just act cool lor. Hahaha. That happened during Teira birthday " Dear Lord...." so i just stood there while baby was taking pictures...awkward...HAHAHA like everyone was putting their head down and i was like whuuuuuts happening.

but i think Gav's god family would be there too. So yeah, theyre Muslim, so i guess i won't be the only awkward one.

What i want for Xmas?

LV bag :o

Prada wallet :o

AND A YEAR SUPPLY OF HIGH WAISTED SHORTS ): is a very sad thing cause i always suay when come to HW shorts, either no size or too tight. WHYYY. I found a perfect one at bugis a few months ago, but it broke while i was trying it on. One thing about me is i like to force shorts in even before un zipping. I know right. WHUUUTS WRONG WITH ME.

SIGH. Tutoring need to start soon, after next week id be broke, shoots too, haven even get my pictures lah, na bei whats this.

going over to Gav's later, bye.

SEXY AND I KNOWWW IT

2011-12-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

Okay firstly, i love love loveeee! my camera, is so awesome x 10000!

SOOO TODAY, around 30 or 40 i don't remember, HTM students went to Sentosa for a field trip to Spa botanica, yeah yeah whatever. The place is really v pretty to the max, but if you don't even have money to buy Gong Cha, you can forget about even spending one night there.

So most HTM ers were already there around 2.10pm, meeting time was 2.15pm, we waited for the god damn teacher till at most 2.30pm cause apparently she didn't know we were all already there. She clearly stated at the school website to wait at the beach station, so idk where the hell she went instead.

say Hi to Anna! Yes she is Malay! we both like free stuffs cause we Malay, so jiwe :P everytime after leaving the school lab, i will go to the lost and found corner and take every single shit that i find chio, even some uselss things i would also take just to make myself happy :D

Sara was like at the side but i cropped the pict cause she looks too disturbing :D! on the way out of the meeting area, i shouted some nonsense and Ms Mariah was like "can you dont embarrassed my race?" felt like saying can you don't ...shut up la fuck. But i didn't, Sara said Ms Mariah is the one who is an embarassement. Ya lor, she kaopei so much we make noise, hello ? is a field trip must enjoyyyy! Her poly life must have sucked big time.

okay this is one of the standard room! STANDARD! NOT VILLAS, BUT DAMN CHIO, SIGH, I FELT LIKE ROLLING AROUND THE BED, CAN FIT ME, ANITA AND VINDER SIA. Plus Gavin in the middle since im damn fcking small :0 One night 200 ++

this is the toilet..do i really need to say anything? ohmygod. It was awesome, the Villas were even more sexy please. Outdoor toilets, jacuzzi, swimming pool, is like OMHGGGGG. But Villas are god damn ex!!!! One night guess how much..a few thousand!

ANYONEEE HAVING BDAY THERE, INVITE ME K? COS WE BFF ! AHAHAH.

OUTFIT FOR THE DAY.

SO INNOCENT LOOKING RIGHT. Of course lah, must wear jeans, covered shoes and no tank tops, which is what i practically wear everyday, tank top i mean. Look at me shoes, i bought it from Australia! very cheap. I don't wear it often cause my feet tend to sweat in covered shoes, so i don't wear covered shoes unless is for shoots or presentation. But today, since the teacher is ms pms x 1000, is either i wear this or my boots. Pumps are out of the question, cause it makes me look even much smaller.

this is our version of taking a picture with a peacock...hahahaha, cause Anita ran towards it so it ran away..

credits to Hannah.

THE VILLA SWIMMING POOL, IKR ! SO CHIO.

At the end of the trip, we went to visit some spa thing also but so boring, everyone was sweaty, hot and tired. I think i tanned while waiting for Ms Mariah..na bei. Lucky no shoots till January, but the whole trip was fun cause these girls were there, love love you all and also i get to imagine me & my bf being able to afford those resorts, hahahaha. Maybe when i get married lah.

this was my brunch today, $7.90 @ Banquet. Mandy said it wasn't worth it, oh well. I got carbonara sauce all over my hair, okay maybe just some part of my hair, cause we were gossiping then i got excited and poof sauce all over my hair ahaahahha. HEEE. Im not normal....

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY OMG OMG. A&F MODEL. I WENT TO TOWN W THE GIRLS AFTER THE TRIP. FIRST SHOT...I WAS PLANNING TO TAKE ONE SHOT ONLY OK..hehehehe then after the first shot, the Malay model was like

" why you so tense?"

THEN HE PULLED ME CLOSER! And took my hands and put it around his waist and the model on the left waist, ohmygod. I kept saying omg HHEHEHEHEHE.

then he said " come on just relax" hahaha see my hand die die don't want stick to his body, i touched then lift it up cause shy ^^

SO SEXY, SIMI RELAX? I ALR LIKE WANT JUMP ON THEM ALL. SO CUTEEEEEE!

My babygirls <3 love love them all! i had such an awesome day + sexy models. Haiyo, cannot take it man. Must have a goodnight sleep :o

HEE DO I LOOK LIKE SAILORMOON.

Ok can.

goodnight. HAHA RP STUDENTS STILL GOT SCHOOL.

LOL.

MY HAIRRRR

2011-12-12T19:06:00.000-08:00

yeaaah! Shas finally done with her hair, like totally, it was damn damaged cause i kept curling and dying, nowwww is soooo soft! and straight. I reborn my hair plus treatment only 50 and then on Mon i dye and treatment for 70. So in total $120, ikr? so cheap! But i kinda regret cause my hair doesn't eat dye well, im suppose to be " Blonde ash brown" fail horribly cause i will never ever bleach my hair. Sigh, so my hair is just like brownish -.- under light abit ashy like. Damn, should have just not dye.

SARA! DON'T LOL AT ME, I REGRET CAUSE OF MY HAIR DON'T EAT DYE NOT CAUSE SPOILLLL :O

thank you abang! for accompanying me for the whole 2hrs!

This little boy, took like idk 30 mins? to pick up my calls! cause he said he was studying, i was like waiting at the friggin busstop aloneeeeeeee ): boohooo sad!

but thank you again abng! love love <3

it was also the last day of semester, heheheheheeh accounting was do able. I asked Dora, if korean boy 92 would have to sit near me during the test, hehe and he did -.- lucky i acted cool like i always do and did my account paper without turning left right back or anywhere...that was how cool i was. HAHAHAHA.

am off to Capella with the girls today, is at sentosa. Short school trip, id probably leave half way, sound so boring! will update later tonight! since im soooo free already.

Anws, if anyone want to do their hair, with student price pls go do @ Sisters saloon! is located at blk 163 bedok reservoir, is so cheap and the staffs are super friendly and also is directly opposite Eunose police post, so you can just call the police if you get like awful service.

haaaa, Y I SO FUNNY.

ok bye, make up time. ^^

Sorry

2011-12-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

ive been busy girl 93. Super bz with school, is damn crazy i swear. However, holidays are coming, School hols for 3 weeks, baby's birthday, anni celebration and also Christmas. Yes Christmas, sigh, aunty Ann said i must come over for Christmas...

G: must Shas come for Christmas?

Aunty Ann: of cos Shas must come, tell her to tell her mum she will go home late.

Me: I nvr celebrate christmas before.

G: You better start.

should i be offended or something?haha, sigh, $$$$ all out man.

Anws, my assignments are all done and handed in, my grades are another thing. Accounts paper on Monday and im done. Why can't they just have project for accounts -.- i hate studying for accounts, is so damn stupid.

Anws updates!

This are some picts while i was taking a break away from Gav, haha, well it was two days but the picts are only from one night. Went out with Mandy and Anita, love em girls for accompanying me. Mandy was so sweet to me on that day cause she knows something was up ): and also ty Isa for bringing me out to drink at such a chilled place, loved it!

the food was good too! like it so much!
is very cheap too btw for quality dining.

This Tuesday was Oreo's birthday. It has been two years since we contacted, waaah! so long! anws, the boy is 19 ! Like finally! He belanja me movie, PUSS IN BOOTS! Which was damn cute and also dinner @ Lau pa sat. As usual i didnt finish my food! But much love for everything!

I did my hair at a very very affordable rate, gonna dye and repair on Monday after my accounts paper w Alvin cause apparently he ps me today cause he had to accompany his girl for lunch! Last minute, sigh, so i was alone at the saloon for like 3hrs ):

will post pictures of the result of my hair soon, now is smelling so yummy ^^

anws my friend ask me to model for the a&f, haha my sis friend who is only 157? got in and she said that they made her fit into size 0 jeans. Wow how is that even possible? Im malay, we have asses so is gonna be harder, anws i dont think id get through also, i have my chicken pox scars and piercings scars.

booo.

i'd update much often now! promise!

Baby's drinking w his friends, im so worried now, so this is how he feels, well okay. Will update tmr ! Goodnight!

princess

2011-12-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

Princess got new lenses recently, hahaha, k i know lame. Just wanna inform everyone that this brand is damn dry, probably can last you like 3/4 or half the day without getting dry. Make sure to carry out a small solution. If not your eyes jialat already.

i know cannot see the colour of the lenses lol, the guy selling it was like oh is very bright. Your mother very bright, what nonsense man.

so don't buy.

anws, considering to do a shoot with this guy, HE IS DAMN annoying, keep asking, i don't want also keep asking but then again is still $$$. So hmmm idk? After next weds i can finally breatheeeee! after next next week only accounting test and im free and imma party like a fucking rockstar.

heee, k bye. I miss my bf!

apple of my eye

2011-12-02T08:18:00.000-08:00

i watched Your the apple of my eye with Gavin fletcher today, i cried it was damn sad ): finally got our couple rings ! Baby bought for us for our 1 year. However, we're still celebrating after exams in 2 weeks time cause there was the whole break up shit going on 1 day or something after our 1 year. Im sorry but now that baby have showed me how much he doesnt want me to leave, i love him 100000x more :)

no kidding i love love this boy. Can't wait for dec, me and you togetheeeeeeeer .

oh wait it is dec hahahaha.

okay ftt trial tmr then gonna finish up culture blog and mugg for socio on sunday.

OH AND DID I MENTIONED.

I JUST LOST MY BFF, whatever, guys are jerks. Im happy w my girls and other guys! love my friends, byeee will update soon

Would you rather see a beautiful sunrise or sunset?

2011-12-02T08:16:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything

No life

2011-12-01T09:04:00.000-08:00

HIIIIII. im a loser now, damn busy with school, like no life, now and counting 3 days straight ive been doing assignments back to back 4hrs or 3hrs straight. My test are coming up soon and sat i have my ftt trial.

I SWEAR IM FUCKING TIRED WITH HTM ):

CANT WAIT TO PARTY ALL OUT .

2pm

2011-11-17T23:14:00.001-08:00

Going jurong point with Izzati soon to see 2pm !!!! Went to G place to pass his heart shaped cookies I baked,to his Hs . His aunts asked if they could have it also, hehe. I gave cause I didn't want all my effort go to waste not cause I'm giving in to his shit. We fought abt me clubbing, it was damn shit stupid cause I didn't even go last night . Dick.

Claps!

2011-11-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT MY EYEBROWS!!! SO CHIOOOO! But abit ah lian, tsk tsk! but so chioooo.

the purpose of this pic is my eyebrows. hhehhe.

my eyebrows! hehehehehe ^^

and his eyebrows, lol no jk. Say Hi to Gav.

Anws bake cookies today, for the girls and abng circles, for Gav i made it into a heart shape. Tell me im the nicest gf in the world!!!!!

is so cute and pretty i cannot tahan! heheh. Anws, my FEM report is almost done am so proud of myself, will continue tmr and then start with CSIT report, good girl Shas! but tmr i will go see my sexy 2pm at Jurong point first, eheheh, going with Izzati cause Marie & Nich are both busy so we two 2pm fans will go just the two of us! hehe.

this is what i do in school, one day TP is gonna complain

" WHICH IDIOT KP DRAWING DOMO ON THE SCHOOL WALLS?"

these picts from Red dot museum, i didnt go w my girls cause they ended later, lucky me got other friends..hahahah

YESZZZ. MUNAAAAH from Munahhirzi Official, omg she so pretty and nice i cannot take it i want touch her, hhehehehhe.

she asked me to tagg her on fb but i lazy, hahahaha. Yey, tmr got class! hehe.

goodnight everyone! waiting for bro come take his cookies!

i'll find someone like you

2011-11-16T08:26:00.000-08:00

this bags/wallet damn chio can but mahal leh. But i want haizzz, anws i got no tutorials tmr, nabei. Was looking forward to class man, retarded.

"sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead". So which one is for us? I know our one year wast here, but now im kinda of thinking twice, thrice about everything. Can he really make me happy? can i really wait. Yknow when you told me you were diff from other guys, didn't know it was this diff...lets just see how Sat goes..

@grand hyatt for sis 21st.

@ the french bistro for sis 23rd.

2H04

2011-11-15T01:23:00.001-08:00

I'm always looking forward to go to class this semester cause got motivation but never do work uh. Ahahahhahah.

when the clock strikes 12

2011-11-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

my dear baby, Gavin benedict fletcher, you are fat now but i still love you. Few more mins is our one year & I AM DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN SPEECHLESS NOWWW.

1 year, can anyone believe it. Oh dear.

thank God for everything.

will blog more later. I love you so so much syg.

ps; assignments/project here there, sorry but am a real TP business student, so busy :p hehehe.

oh I LOVE MY BF. K BYEEE.

Do you like roller-coasters?

2011-11-14T05:00:00.001-08:00

yes

Ask me anything

What cca r u in?

2011-11-11T21:11:00.001-08:00

taekwondo but Im too busy to go now.

Ask me anything

Rock, paper or scissors?

2011-11-07T07:23:00.001-08:00

fuck

Ask me anything

If only i was a HK kid

2011-11-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

TEEEHEE, if only i was born in Hong kong, i might have a chance with Edison chen, i know he is a perv and all and with his newwwww headline on the HK news..

"Edison Chen sex scandal with a sixteen year old model".

God damn it Edison, i know you enjoy sleeping with people but she is 16 my dear, ouh gosh. Im 18, why not me. Hahaha.

anws i will talk more about that like later, cause today is my sister 23rd!!! Ouhhh so old, hehe, family dinner tonight for her birthday, will take pictures later, for now gonna get ready and head out with big sis for shopping!

Me very packed this semester, i have lots lots of assignment, am gonna finish year 2 soon, ohmygodddddd. This week itself am alr busy busy, weekends is already filled with Gav's niece birthday and sunday second sis birthday..and thur Gav's grandma bday, hmmm hahaha that one am thinking of maybe going or not.

Wah busy, still i wanna enjoy today! Cannot wait to shop! God bless my day, love you.

#Gavin antonio

2011-11-06T06:28:00.001-08:00

So hi. This piece of shit posted that is sad that Malays rushed to the mosque to collect free sheep. I don't think there is plural for sheeps, haha. Okay anws, he said oops oh ya cause Malays are poor. Like seriously dude, after the Adelyn ho seh Bo incident? You wanna be another imbecile in the limelight ? Well after hearing that this dick apologized, I was like okay, then I saw the bitch tweets @jawbreakergrace you all can go see her tweets. She tried defending #Gavinantonio and along the way she offended almost every Malays in spore... Well every single Malays in Singapore cause she used the words "Singaporean Malays", she said numbskull Singaporean Malays who smokes n drinks n eats BABI. Well fuck you vagina I'm Malay n I don't eat pork ? And Malays x equal to Muslims, are you that dense ????then she goes on about smoking and drinking, well hell yeah again your talking about RELIGION but you said Singaporean Malays, are you a fucking idiot ? Again I say NOT all Malays are Muslims. She said since WE MALAYS have sinned by drinking/smoking why are we offended by Gavin Antonio posting. Mmmm where is the link you smart ass bitch?? And then she goes on with You SINGAPOREANS can't take a joke ??? Well, ytf are you here then go move to Vietnam or something you stupid bitch. Then she goes on with this Malays are trouble makers ? Wtfck. You fucking kidding me, was the guy who got stabbed from Rp Malay? I'm sure he is definitely NOT Malay? If you wanna talk about Malay guys getting kick out of Rebel/Zirca.. Those are MATS my dear, just like Ah Lians like Ho seh Bo who goes around slapping people, I dont call her Singaporean Chinese girl, I call her Ah Lian. @jawbreakergrace is definitely just some stupid ass who tried to be some peace maker TRIED but ended up adding more flame to the fire. Next time go get your facts right.. You don't even know the diff btwn race/religion and you want to talk like some #mothercoolshit. Ps; I hope you get raped by a pig, the irony.

for the better

2011-10-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

hello everyone am v sleepy now, just got home from Gav's place. Eventho tmr's class at 2pm, today's class was at 9am ): so woke up damn early cos i bus down to tp and it takes like 40 mins ): oh well, good news is today was first tutorial with new classmates and it went fine! Happy that i got a grp super early and will work hard, a little problem is my grpmates are a little quite, except for me and Weiling, hahah thats because we were classmates last sem.

anws, here are a few things Gav and aunty Ann gt for me from their Phuket trip! hehe.
Aunty Ann got me this, hehe thank you sooo much, one is for falsies and the other is for natural lashes, both from Maybelline, the eyeliner as well.

Baby got me this ring, haha, so cute right the ring, but i dont wear accesories much so yeah. Even the earrings/necklaces Gav mum bought for me earlier this year i didnt wear them much.

this cute top, baby bought for me, haha, Aunty ann was telling me that they told Gav to get for me more clothes but Gav kept saying that he dont think i would wear? macam paham!

and this pretty hat! Aunty ann just gave me today, she said she got for me idk when? haha but is sooo cute. Ohmygod, IF i ever go sentosa i would wear this. Anws, speaking of sentosa, saw this damn nice and cute tankini in school today! I WAAANT TO BUY, the problem is idk if i can fit it..i very small..hahahha. Hopefully can fit cause is so damn cheap and pretty !!!!

haha my eyebrows damn little ...hahahah.

Anws, Aunty Ann told me and Gav to go visit one of Gav's aunt in the hospital cause she just gave birth.. i was like waaaaaaht. It would be damn weird ): and next next sat have to go over to Gav's for Teira 1st Birthday, hoho gonna be damn pack with people and Gav's relatives and all..i will be damn paisey, maybe idk? today Gav house alr like reunion dinner, lucky i came earlier where there wasn't much people and left aft Gav and aunty Ann had their dinner and we chat for awhile.

i wonder what Gav's family thinks about me & Gav's future. I mean ive always been around his family, eventho his parents stays separately ive been around both side of the family, maybe if his parents are not worried abt the future, i shouldnt too.

hmmmm.

2011-10-29T18:57:00.000-07:00

PAYDAYYYYYYYYYYY $$$$ HEHEHE, ME HAPPY CAUSE $$$ PAAAAYDAAAAY.Shoot this week and last tutoring of the year, hehe, sooo really really wanna go shopping.So this is some of my pictures from previous shoots . Some only okay!

so since i have no more tutoring till end of december, probably in need of more shoots, gonna do more but dk when, this sem is important to me :( need to catch up on my gpa and everything else.

this week caught up with my lovely girls,miss them soo much, i wanna shop! I was wearing a black maxi and all my guyfs were asking y? they thought is like overly dressed or something idk? haha and everyone was also asking why am wearing such high wedges, is not even high la, hahahaha.

miss my ex class for sem 2.1 already, haven met my new classmates yet but im sure it won't be as fun as 2.1 ):awwww haiz, nvm next week we will see, but am happy cause finally sort of got a grp for projects before EVEN starting class like finally.

hahah, i was high ok. Don't blame me.

anws, ytd finally spent time w Gavin benedict fletcher. Well recently we got into a really huge fight as in really, i got really upset and stuff over something and ty Gavin fletcher for making up for it.

our one year is coming really soon, hopefully it'd we great. The other day i got so mad that i threw our pict on the floor, so ytd when i told baby

Me: you see this pict people say i look so diff i was so happy..

Gav: of cos ..You were high, thats why your smiling..

woaaaaah! thats my bf man! :P

i will update more okay! hope next week would be like zoooom, im actually excited to start on projects.

Hope things will get better, Amin. Going off to cck later!

dinner dates & class BBQ

2011-10-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

ain't no sunshine when his gone ): in the pict am so elated, of cos with baby arms around me i feel so safe hehe, but he is in Phuket now, boohhoooo, am damn sad, we're suppose to contact via fb message, he asked me to update him about my days BUT nw i can't do that cause some anal ass go and hack my fb/email and changed my GODDAMN PASSWORD. I cannot reset cause the security question is " mum's birthplace"

fck you! i didnt even put that! ive tried all the possible answers, nothing works...

fck.

hehe mmm! xoxo baby asked me to kiss him, he said " kiss me, kiss me", sooo cute can!hahaha,we didn't spend much time, okay maybe about 3hrs as he needs to go soccer and i need to go to my class chalet. Well, ex class now, 2H10, NOW AM 2H04, HOHO.

I LOVEEEEE MY CAMERA, HEHE, SO CLEAR, LIKE DSLR SIAAA. AHAHAH MACAM PAHAM. WE PLAYED SOME GAMES, well seriously thats what we do, we think of games to play, hehe.
sooo went to wait Joan and MJ so can make our waaay to class chalet!
so byebye baby and of to Phuket he went!

baby called before he left for Phuket, he said aunty Ann bought me a mascara, haha, aww so sweet! eventho i wished she bought me eyeliner instead, cheeeey. Hahahha joking lah. Thaaank you aunty annnn.

SOOOO 2H10 CLASS CHALET. And of cos, i was pissed drunk.

hahahaha JUST LOOK AT ME. EVERYONE WAS SOBER.

But i got into deep shit with Gav ): he was damn angry, but there was 4 bottles of absolute...i couldnt resists...absolute.... i felt bad ): baby was even angry w me the next day): sigh.

BUUUUUT i kept saying sorry cause felt super bad.

i didn't regret going tho, miss my classmates! Mat wasn't there tho ): he didn't want to see some people ): boohoo i miss you.

He is in culinary elective while am in culture so totally different tutorials and lectures :( my jiwweeee brother loveee gone .

Deborah sent me home via cab! love love, thank God cause i think i would have slept while waiting for the cab.

I ended up with a shitty hangover and bruised on my feet AHHHHHH.

heheheh my slr so friggin good right. I KNOWWWWW. HEHEHEEH SO CUTE LAH.

STEAMBOATTTTTTTTT AT BUGISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!YUMMMMMS BUT THE HOTNESS CANNOT MAINTAIN, THE OIL KENA MY FACE ALL, MAINTAIN LAH SIA.

BUT $20 SO CHEAAAAAP AND NICE UH. YUMMMMM!

Baby and me had dinner at ikea the other day, yummmms, i went to belanja him cause he was sad he couldnt do him maths ): boohooo sadddd.

but very nice, all this $25 only!

so cuteeeeeee this green colour thing! HAHAHHAAHHAHA.

weehee, heh k im tired.

AND PLEASE THE PERSON WHO HACKED MY FB/EMAIL PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE JUST GO AND DIE PLEASE.

AND THE PERSON WHO ASKED ABOUT...

if i like R on my fs, ahahahah you funny.

k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

What is your favorite type of candy?

2011-10-19T23:49:00.001-07:00

dont like candy.

Ask me anything

Leave it all to me

2011-10-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

yup that's me and R, haha he sleeping when me and Dowa went to RP, of cos i was waiting for G not R, but somehow we bumped into him halfway. having so much issues now, so no reason and time to blog, my family, tutoring,driving and cca have to squeeze into my timetable.

really really have this strong feeling to cut my hair but my plan was only to cut my hair in year 3 ): boohoo

today meeting baby then off to class chalet, hope to have a good time, i know ive been blogging very brief, i rly have no time so yeah. soon.

goodbye

Fuck

2011-10-15T06:19:00.001-07:00

Am damn frustrated cause everyone is watching soccer, that includes my dad and sis, fucking annoying cause fucking noisy to the max. Hope Liverpool lose. Even my fucking bf watching the match, he thinks idk that he text only during half time, what an anal ass hole. Will update soon about 11th month :( bye !

Fuck soccer

2011-10-15T06:04:00.001-07:00

Fuck anal shit vagina soccer

sexy and i know it

2011-10-10T22:30:00.001-07:00

so 4 nights of awesome, 1st night we did our own things, got our own drinks and all, played games, baby was the first to be gone. It was so funny, but he went too far lah, till insult my mum all, but he was high so yeah. It was okay he said sorry and all, i felt bad i didnt take care of him and all, i did awhile then i went down to play with the girls.

Made new friends with guys from TP IT school, Justin,Jiggly,Zahid, th ah beng and idk the rest? we played the number game and stuffs, it was like a sudden bonding session haha when we just new each other, it waaaaas fun! like camp like that haha. They slept very late, around 3 i went in to tc of baby and dozed off cause we both were gone. Haha.

Everyone else slept around 6am, i woke up super early cause of my habit haha, baby woke up also then we bathed and all already then we headed to BK for breakfast while the girls rest. Blablablaba went through the day and 2nd night, yellow jello! $$$$ gone but yeah drinks were good, i was fine the 2nd night, Vinder was gone like zoom. At night everyone went out to play with the guys until 3am or 4, idk? i slept cause baby went back already, not a nice sight for me to play w the IT guys.

Alvin was there too, haha, 3rd night BUTTER first, it was boring, old people lah, like working adults, so cabbed down to rebel/zirca..SHOULD HAVE GONE POWERHOUSSEEEEEE FIRST. Rebel got happening toooooo happening already, the guys cannot maintain. Zirca like slut fest hahahahaha.

I was a little gone at rebel first, then guys started getting tooooooooooooo touchy already, cannot maintain go sober myself up then off to Zirca..then rebel again, haha rebel/zirca music that night was okay.

AND THEN..

I FELL IN LOVE WITH POWERHOUSSSSSEEEEE.

4AM AFTER POWERHOUSEEEEE.OMGOOOOOD. I HAD SO MUCH FUNNNNNN, LOVE LOVE POWERHOUSE SOOOO MUCHHHHHHH. DANCE TILL CANNOT DANCE ANYMORE. TILL LAST SONGGGGG.

Had supper with one the IT guys and the girls, foood ex man, ohmygah.

the ah bengs in powerhouse are so cute, literally formed circles around us when we dance, hehe.

and so 4th night we went rebel again, but otw was pulled to some club filled with old ang mohs and idk lah foreigners, free drinks for ladies also dk where cos so dark -.- the way they dance damn disturbing like they too big too dance...

rebel that night was okay,the guys could maintain, we were just dancing then there are these guys who kept bending down on the dancefloor, till the bouncer pulled them away, think some pervs. So dancing again syikin pulled me, haha so cute the chinese guy ps cover his face cause he want dance w me then syikin pulled me away, but this guy is ok lah, no touchy2 like the other guys at rebel.

feel like dye ing my hair again hmmm :)

was busy otp with baby bfore hitting the dancefloor, hehe.

so this was the deal, i called Wayne up to ask if he has any guest list at PH, he said he'll try get it for me..he did but there wasnt any more space..then he said he felt like coming down to find me..so i said okay, but he said is too late so he said tmr night then i said ok..3am i checked my hp again he texted me "enjoy dont get drunk". So i was like ok my friend care for me..

but the next night aft thinking so much, i shouldnt go rebel with Wayne since we're old flame..and i had a bad feeling about it.Furthermore he told me to dance with him and accompany him for the night, which i should cause he has a gf and i have G.

So i pangsei him the next night..he got upset, so yeah long story short. Ah bengs are kinda assholes, as in not to me but to his gf?

in all i had a great time, baby doesn't let me club anymore, he got pissed off after the first night anyws..so yeah.But am damn sick now, sigghhhhhh.

thinking of dying my hair again before giving it treatment, hmmm maybe, maybe not, annnd 2pm coming to Spore but i can't afford cause anni and baby's bday coming. Haisssssh poop.

aaaand i saw this Domo iphone casing at Iluma and Domo earpiece at Tamp.

ps; hate home i wanna cry, no matter how much i try and be nice, people just put down. sigh, goodbye.

BUTTER/ZIRCA/REBEL/POWERHOUSE

2011-10-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

Butter/zirca/rebel/powerhouse? all done this week.

And i am damn shagged and unwell,coughs, vomit, everything lah, gonna rest will update soon.

I LOVEEEEEEEEE PH SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FYI.

K BYE :)

SEXY BEAUTIFUL LADY WONT YOU BRING IT RIGHT BACK :O

PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR

2011-10-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

few more hours till ammmm free, hehehehe! and then i can open my pack like finally, ohmygoooood. Two days without any pack, haaaaish. I used to update my blog like everyday but since poly, ive been so lazy and more like since year 2, i dont have enough time and energy to do it anymore.

so this week have been rushed, as usually am very busy with my tutoring and ive been seeing baby, the bad thing is we've fought alot this week.But of cos baby said sorry and he said this cause i told him too, well i threatened him if he didnt say it i would crush his ciggs haha, " im Gavin fletcher and im an anal boyfriend". hahahah.

can you just see how Poofy my eyes is? haha yeah thats how much we've been fighting. But that's okay, so thats how we learn.

and yeah we went to town on friday after my driving, was so frustrated with my instructor, he sleeps alot and wth he doesn't understand my english which is damn annoying cause i dont speak malay to him hence is very hard for us to communicate, zzz.

we watched "Friends with benefit".

It was cool and damn funny lah, haha but alot of shame shame part but Mila Kunis is daaaaaamn hot lah.

too hot i cannot take it, she is not the everyday model kind of actress, she looks petite and best of all her make up and is always the same but she still sexy man.

look at this anal boyfriend of mine, smirk smirk smirk !!!hehehehe, lucky you cute if not i kill you alr know, hehehe. He looks like a mat here, hehe bt damn cute lah so shut up! Gonna see baby tomorrow, yey yey.

Hehe, we fight so much that everytime Aunty Ann calls, she says she hears us complaining to her what had happened, hehe.

eat @ far east, the nasi padang shop, cause Godpa place was damn pack and my green curry all gone ): sad so sad. Oh that reminds me, met Isa earlier this week at town, haha ate at Godpa place, alot of catching up. Heard alot of stories from him and also how glad i am that i am not as stupid as some girls.

This just shows that you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, those girls who did called me slut, yeah hehe life kinda showed em' :)

life is fair and karma is a bitch, so watch it.

okay the purpose of this pictures is just that i like my eyebrows, ahaha.

see like cool what, my eyebrow long long one, hahahah.

Anws, i have some news about R, no one suppose to know but Gavin told me, am sad..cause maybe he's gonna leave like forever ): hmmm i shouldn't be this sad but yeah. I even told baby to stop telling me cause i dont want to know further cause i can't accept it that mayb R is leaving, boohoo.

OH BTW, SOMETHING AWKWAAAAAARD HAPPENED THIS WEEK. EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING THE AWKWARD MOMENT RIGHT....

WELL.

THE AWKWARD MOMENT, WHEN YOUR EX'S GIRLFRIEND LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM YOU.

Yeah, i was @ tamp mrt toilet, got out of the cubicle and saw "a chinese girl" whom looked familiar, so i took a glance at her. This girl looked at me twice and LITERALLY ran out of the toilet...so i was thinking and then..oh..is G's girlfriend. I was like thinking ok..maybe im just being nonsense, so went out to smoke near T1 and there she was again with her friend walking towards my direction so i just stared... she saw and walked the other way. She just kept walking outside T1, so i laughed to myself and just took my time..Went in to T1 came out poof she's gone like lightning.

so conclusion ... what did G told your dear gf about me?? and..she is in culinary & catering management, which means our course works tgt so how far you want to run ....we're both in tp..so your telling me everytime u see me ur gonna do that.

is like telling Gavin, okay when u see Gib, hide yourself. I think Gav will laugh then go fishing.

meh, don't uds whyyyy people do some things.

soo yeah.

will update this week when im bck probably on friday, hehe. Gonna have a great and blessed week with the girls, amin .

ps; menses please go far far away! Thank you!

hehe, if see me @ bf/rebel say holla! :P

Do you believe in luck?

2011-09-28T04:09:00.003-07:00

yea

Ask me anything

What's the nicest thing someone's ever done for you?

2011-09-28T04:09:00.001-07:00

alot leh

Ask me anything

What's your favorite photo?

2011-09-28T04:08:00.001-07:00

idk? too many

Ask me anything

sleepy and hungry

2011-09-24T20:27:00.000-07:00

yes ive been mia ing, tutoring 3 days a week and i have to squeeze in time with baby cause next week is his last week of holidays, how sad. Stupid RP! Good news, my bf gpa is better than mine, haha duh RP if worst than mine how embarassing. 2.70 not bad uh?

i have been MIA ing from the soccer boys as well, idk why, but i guess i just want baby time for now and i dont really miss them that much yet, so okay. Baby bought me a scraf from vietnam, i told him to get me packs he get me scarf, haha but okay la. He panick all think i won't like.

my misson to get my menses earlier totally sucked big time, ive done everything it is still not a week or a few days earlier, i am damn annoyed. Furthermore the parsley leaves taste like shit then ive eating it for nuts, nb cb.

so my party week would be filled with stupid vagina menses -.- UGHHH.

0h btw, my results is 2.07 haha, my slack semester, soo means next sem must focus & back to taekwondo, after ive partied okay!

Stilly falling asleep! hehe cos we were waiting for Gavin to bathe, so stilly got tired and me too !

he so cuteeee but so smelly hahahaha.

Friday me and baby went to get deo for Stilly after lunch with Uncle Chris, baby's dad at sakae sushi! Yumms so much salmon! Ty uncle.

So me and baby went to pet lovers @ parkway, so when i approached the cashier with baby behind me, i asked how much, the woman gave us the YTF IS THIS TWO MALAY COUPLE BUYING DOG DEO face.

hahahaha, so the lady said "oh yess is 9.90, yeah you can use it for your cat too", so baby was like huh cat?

So i said "oh no is for our dog" , then the lady said"oh..." with the YTF FACE.

is that anyway to treat your customers? 0.o

teehee, i wanna bring Stilly home, he is so adorable i cannot stand it. Look at his paws, so small gilaaaaa! heehe he so cute omg omg.

anws, ytd baby went fishing and his rod broke by accident, one of the fishing uncle accidentally slammed the door against the rod...and is not even a week old...so guess what? my baby is in a misrable state now?
he has been so upset since ytd, sigh dk what else to do to cheer him up.

Gav: Yeah..the uncle ter break my rod uh sygggggg sso sedih..
Me: Wtf? why ter break
Gav: like my heart stop..wahhh
Me: Sorry baby we go get a new one okay?
Gav: :( nt yet a week pun

so poor thing, ikr, feel bad that i hate his fishing so much? hahaa. His speaking malay habit reminds me of friday when we were at Pp and we bumped into Ain. I spoke malay to baby and she was so shocked he understood. hahaah her face v funny and her reaction. hahaha.

poor baby, hmm anws i wanna rest, ytd after i took panadol i slept from 7 plus to 11 plus, and the panadol totally wear off aft 4 hrs, is like waaaah.
HAHHAHA AND I WANT SHOP BADLY! WILL FORCE BFF SHOP WITH ME ON TUE. HEHE.

BYEEEE
!

Miss my baby girls

2011-09-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

this is Redah's kitty, my pri school classmate cause we all just went raya recently. It is so adorable i cannot stand it!!! Its like damn fat but the head so small, hehehe i kissed it! so my point is have been very busy with raya,haven even enjoy to the fullest ohmygod. Missing shopping and babyg so mucccch )): can't believe how fast time is passing, only when i sit at home is like damn long lah, ohmygod.Mummy has been hot cold idk why, dad have been trying to be nice since that day he annoyed me, gurh.
baby has been away for a week, just go back 2 days ago! and i miss him very much! he promised me to spend more time when his back since that is what he promised me during school, so now during school am gonna appreciate seeing him just awhile cause even holidays we are busy and im busy tutoring too. Whats worst when i go back tkd, am gonna be busy after school and im definitely aiming to do better next sem. Gonna push my gpa up up up! no more playing and skipping classes, tutoring just have to wait!

there is so many things coming along, $$$ goes out the window. I still owe my mum $300 which am taking my own sweet time to pay her back haha.

ytd went to bugis with baby, cause he wants to get his fishing things! ohmy, but we did have fun, a whole day without quarreling just chilling, i miss him so much ^^v i love baby's hugs and kisses, hehe i know wanna vomit ^^ it just felt like knowing Gavin ytd..and now is coming to nov again, 1 whole year, damn shock and i cannot believe it. Oh God, i hope this time round my rs doesn't go to waste pleaseee.

I have driving back to back thurs and friday. But am meeting baby too, now maybe tutoring is on fri so i can't drive ?im not too sure about the timing. Baby said go gym tgt at his dad's place then lunch with Uncle Chris then go out either thurs or fri, waaah but that would be tiring lol.I HATE PLANNING OMG. AHHH, okok, i still have to teach the soccer boys on friday, so maybe fri i go tutoring, baby go gym then i meet him after that we lunch we Uncle Chris, then go back tamp to tutor the boys?

haha,sigh, im only 18 but im practically working 3 or 4 times a week!

oh & look ! finally, a boyfriend who is willing to take neo prints with me..hahahahahah! we look so cuteeee kan!

okaylah baby enjoying fishing now, i haven even bathe ? haha.

will update on raya outing soon!

God bless my day :)

3rd week of raya

2011-09-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

I still have like 4 or 5 weeks of holidays, but im like looking forward to october, gosh.

And baby leaving next week for vietnam, no he is not from there, he's just going on a holiday with aunty Ann :(

is okay i will! spend time with baby next week, idc! MUSSST.

Last sunday went to visit some relatives, and met Adam, he is sooo cute. He kept wanting to run around, hence i have to entertain him hehe.

hehe i have a video of him, so cute.

In the morning, me and abng zaf went to paya lebar for breakfast. Haha and this cute lil kid, who was so naughty, he fell of the bike and he just laid there. It was as if he was like planking. Haha he kept coming to me and zaf and touching our ciggs, haha and his grandma just let him be

see so cute right ?! wth. ahahah. He laid there for like 5 mins or so, in the hot sun! siaaao

Went out with baby on monday, we fought over mj, haiz, he said he'd stop mj, he is so sesat, like ah beng, like mat sesat i swear.But we had such a great time @ bugis, then off to tamp to see Stilly and of cos his family. Wanted to go to his godma hs again but.. nah, i went alr cannot keep going. Tak malu!

see baby got me Domo, AM STILL WAITING FOR THE HUGE ONE. HEHEHEHHE

we met again on thurs for double date with Ami & his girl Siti ^^ she is kinda nice, i wouldnt mind if she is around often!

baby said he would smile like me, see mock me ah! hehe, we had bk for dinner, it has been awhilee! since ive been having Thai food again and again.

we watched Bad teacher, not bad uh kinda funny, i just don't get the dry humping part?but nvm is okay. We fought again, haiz, will explain why later. But i still had fun in all, the other couple were so much fun !

bought this for Stilly! so cute!

and then theres him, we've been fighting loads and i am speechless, i dont want to give up cause G didnt give up on me and im putting to use what i learnt from my past rs. Im sure that i rly love him till i can still stay on till now even when all his friends want me to let go of the pain. With his temper and everything, haiz, but no i can't just give in now, his human, it takes time. So i hope its all worth it, love you Gavin fletcher.

When it comes to money, are you a spender or a saver?

2011-09-02T23:47:00.001-07:00

depends on situtation

Ask me anything

selamat hari raya

2011-09-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

YEY! RAYA 2011 :) so happy cause is the 2nd year am celebrating raya with baby, last year we werent tgt yet but this time round we are tgt :)

so this year atok is not at my hs so not many people visiting, so my mum is having a few open house, for friends and families :)

so my friends are prolly coming on 11th :)

first day of raya wasn't that happening, cause only daddy's and sis friends came, then at night went over to cck to visit atok then raya outing until about ten! this time round i didnt go KL with my parents to celebrate cause i had exams till ytd, ytd was the last paper for me, yey sem 2.1 over, will miss my classmates but hope to see them on the 11th :)

so for raya i bought a few things, okay not a few, i spent so much on my hair products which in total cost like $120! haiyo, ikr..but oh well, price of beauty! but im glad i bought them!

did my henna but is darker now and is only 5 bucks :)

bought iron curler, didnt get the big one cause i too scared id burn myself with the thong. hahaha.

ok, this prime is really damn good, comfirm 100% your make would last the whole day, today i went to school for papers all the way till night time raya open hs at Gav's godma place, it lasted all the way till i got home at 11.30? And is MAC but its damn cheap, 42 bucks!

i also bought the hair heat protection which cost like $34 haiyo expensive man, but my hairspray is $10 for the big bottle so is okay! hahaha, in total for all the hair items is $120, aiyo.

so first day of raya, mum ordered briyani catering, food went to wasted cause my sisters friends wasn't such a big group, but the food was DAMMMMN good man!

HAHA yes, guess i had enough of bangs for this month, maybe not. All those picts were only for the first day of raya, few days after that didnt go raya cause my parents went to KL and i had papers ): so need study for it, oh well.

today was my last paper, it was okay i guess, can pass only that kind? hahaha.Today i went syg's godma Raya open hs. So after school went over to baby's place. He asked me to wait under the block first cause HE JUST GOT A DOG, YES -.- he knew i would scream so he asked me to prepare myself downstairs first.He already has two cats, ohmygod. Bumped into Rahim downstairs, he was like staring at me from far thinking if it was me cause i curled my hair..hahah, so me and Rahim went up to baby's place..and as expected i started screaming...hahaha Rahim played with Stilly for awhile then he left, i got used to him after awhile BUT if he tries to lick me id scold him..cause yknow, my religion were not suppose to touch their saliva, lucky he listens to me when i ask him to sit down so i dont have to touch him, haha if he doesnt listens i use my phone to ask him sit.

he is damn tiny i swear, like super small gurrrrh so cute! but i wont carry him lah, haha later his saliva all cnnot maintain.

so i put my things at baby's place, we went down to bring Stilly for a walk and met Ami for awhile. Bought bbtea and walked back to our block...so everywhere we went people were staring cause theyre probably wondering why the hell this malay couple is walking a dog...cause my bf is not Mly ! haha so halfway i gave up and gave Gavin the leash cause everyone was staring at me also..hahaha.And i was scared to leash Stilly when crossing the road cos later car bang how?

so we went back to our block, Stilly lepak as well, he was tired and thirsty, so kesian, he keep licking my bbtea water droplets.

HEE I LOVEEEE MY HAIR! ^^

so we went back up, baby cleaned Stilly's paws and ass, and his winner cause he peed like everywhere i walked him..

then we watched tv for awhile, then Aunty Ann called for us to get ready, we got ready, baby took damn long as usual, i think he girl ah, then off we went to Aunty Ross house for raya open hs

oh this is what Stilly did while i waited for Gav to get ready...he like syiok only!

i was just minding my own business watching tv...then he came and just lepaked beside my feet, it was on my feet then i move abit he got up and lepak again..haiyo! heee but so cute so small i cnnot stand it!

at aunty Ross place after eating yum yum, i was full after one round but when i got hm i was hungry again, eventho i didnt get to watch Adnan sempit, i still had fun cause the whole family was so funny and loud! so friendly so easy to talk to, this time round it was much better than cny when i was so damn shy, at least this time round there wasnt that many people that I NEED to know.

so Gav's godbro sent me back with Aunty ann, gav and Gav's godsis, hehe then syg mum ask how i go school? i said last time MRT now bus cause Gav has concession, everyone in the car laugh cause they say i so poor thing do that for Gav hehe. Then Aunty Ann said i should go holiday with them if i enjoyed today..haha i dont mind but my parents will.

im very please with today's gathering. Makes me think back when i was with G i waited for 2 years for him to bring me back to his family and parents but he nvr did :/ i was upset, i guess things are different this time and i hope i get to go Aunty Ross house for raya every year, hopefully we last long in Gods name.

love you Gavin benedict fletcher, goodnight world *muaks!*

RAYA 101

2011-08-28T00:46:00.001-07:00

HELLO! Raya in 2 days 2 days! WAHAHAH. But i have my accounting papers on Mon, screw all RP students who finished their UT ): I HATE ACCOUNTS OMG.

Yesterday i got back from tutoring and straight away cleaned the hs, damn clean already k, then i studied accounting until 1am, but i didnt feel a shit cause i hate it so much is no accomplishment.

OKAAAY UPDATE about this week!

Wtf did i do mon uh? k fine tues i went to town with girls, weds and thurs i dont rmb? hahaha, friday met baby aft his paper went to Bugis and Haji lane. I went to bugis but didnt get anything ): while at Haji lane baby spent 60 bucks on fishing tingies ):

saw a few high waisted shorts but cannot try, boohoo.

oh now i rmb, thurs i went to meet the boys awhile then i met my pri school friends for break fast at Ria ayam penyet !

as usual, the boys all late, haiz. But only 3 girls could make it, hehe but i still did have fun, cant wait to go jalan raya with them! lovelove!there were alot of catching ups, laughter and joy, heeh eventho i was mad at baby this people cheered me up like totally ! and of cos the ayam penyet was so sedapppp, i likeee <3!

okay, next was last fri went to support Vinder at sugarloaf as she and sara are the last ones in the group to finish ssm, hehe. Their theme was halloween, okay lah no bigieee. Went with dora and alvin, the food on that day was so nice, salmon somemore but i cannot eat cause fasting..):

wah miss my old hair, my hair abit damaged now cause i dyed twice, somemore my hair long, i have money for treatment but i cant go this month cause is not good for my hair, id be curling my hair alot during raya too, so might as well just treatment my hair next month :)

okay now updates on last day of school! OMGEE I MISS 2H10 already, my class took quite long to bond okay haha. But the girls told me why, cause im from 1H03 my class in year one damn long, so people kinda dont want to mix with us, then the girls says i look very bitchy and my dressing also very bitchy..HAHAHA okay lah im just born like that i wear long sleeves also my face still like that can. Oh...and also cause SOMEONE spread rumours about me..haiyo but nvm now karma hit her face already and now my 2H10 bitches are so jiweeee until Pat got so excited when i call her my bitch .. hahah SO CUTE RIGHT.

Last day of class pat wrote letters for some of us, i will post next time, sigh miss them, but they coming for raya! yeyness!

hugs and kisses xoxo

sooooo, i dyed my hair twice, 4 boxes ...my hair damn stubborn and long lah. Oh and am in bangs now, haha yes lady gaga,tyra banks whatever lah. RA say not nice, he ask me not to cut bangs anymr, okay ^^

TEEHEE. I MISS GAVIN FLETCHER, OK NEED CONITNUE WITH ACCOUNTING, IM HAVING SALMON TONIGHT, YEY YEY HAPPYY :DDD

RP STUDENTS GOODLUCK

2011-08-21T21:09:00.001-07:00

very busy will only blog after papers,
all RP students goodluck for your UTs ! :)

fat minahs causing obstructions

2011-08-13T10:05:00.001-07:00

Hello am back from Geylang bazaar, my mum forced me to get this baju kurong -.- i don't want cause damn hot, but she kaopei all now i have to get it . Anws, met Zaf parents there, hehe, BUT so many mats there so annoying. Stupid blind mats with very NOT thin gfs! So hot somemore, so annoying, hate it. Not going back there ever again man!

anws, i promise to blog pics when i went to watch fireworks with baby? yeah.

hehe my bf face so joker, eventho we only managed to catch a little bit of the fireworks and we waited for nth..haha it was such a wonderful day spent with baby !
Hopefully, if we r still tgt next year, we would realise the fireworks is earlier than 9 pm! hehe.

okaaaay, now for the celebration for Tariq's 19th on friday! this fri we went to simpang to celebrate Tariq's bday instead of going to town with G, R and Mel!

hehe baby look so cuteeeeee! geram nyeee! hmm the saddest thing about being in a rs is that you are never 100% sure that your partner would still be with you the next time round, would i celebrate raya w him next year? idk :/

we had 7 tables joined tgt, i swear i thought so many people turned up, it turns out the other half of the table were bdok north people -.- husmi frens. It was so funny cos, half of the table were us, all the abng2 all, and when we all smoked the other table were just eating, haha.
haha some of the boys haven reached yet, so imagine, how many boys!

R and meeee!

lol look at my hair, i see no reason to dye it but since my cousin is doing it for free, okaaaay.

HAPPY 19TH TO TARIQ MANSOR XOXO

everyone is turning 19, R is turning 20! in january, waaaaaahlao.

Hopefully i get my new hp tmr, hope so :/ i want go eat, is 1.40 am now, hehe. Okay goodnight!

we almost had it all

2011-08-12T08:23:00.001-07:00

going around asking for donations for cambodia kids, hehe.

sugarloaf w Q and Vinder!

miss dowa alot alot!

at R's on thurs!

short post before i crash. Today a whole bunch of us went to celebrate Tariq's 19th!

Long day, early in the mornign had tutoring, i swear my kid, my female kid is so adorable and SMART. The main point is that she is smart, i don't feel like killing her when i tutor her.

Then went to school meet up with Vinder & Q at sugarloaf, then they went off and i bumped into Joan. She was collecting donations tingie for Cambodia kids, so i helped out with getting the guys customers to donate :p and we did not bad alright.

except for the bastard engine idiots who lied to us!

Accounting is okay, doesnt really matter cos shu was aslp beside me and so did mat, i jus hate the teacher i swear, ended accounting thn went to R's place as the other boys were busy at simlim and i have to wait for Gav to come back from school. So me and R watched final destination 4. Gav and Mel got back around 5 plus?

we all finished watching final destination, Mel and Gav went home to change, i watched scrub with R then went down to meet the rest and off to Simpang we go.

since last week ive been w R and at his place v often, alot ive learnt about him and i dont wish to repeat my past again. Once bitten twice shy, am not gonna repeat the same shit. How many of my guyfs whom i treated as my bestfriend maybe even more have ended the friendship just like that. I don't want that anymr, i guess from now on he's gonna be like a bro to me :) that is it.

to watch my rs w Gav grow and help us nuture it further and to be a great listening ear, comfort when i need it, thats all and a gd friend :)

so no more all the nonsense from the guys disturbing me with him or whatsoever, cause he's a brother to me thats all.

will update more tmr, goodnight! :)

goodnight

we could have it all, rolling in the deep

2011-08-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

You had my heart inside your hand .

please look at my bf chest muscle, haha, ikr tak maluuu!

i know am suppose to blog about my outing to fort canning to watch the stupid fire works,but am lazy cause too many picts.

so today finally last day of TCC at SSM! Me so happy lah, ohmygod.

Maybe i might not score well but whatever! happy is over, next week last project for SSM and is over, i won't go back to that hell hole ever again, let the tutors there all just die except for Mr Chan lah he is awesome man. Today i got white wine, so sway, whats worst is im after Qin xian, everytime mus always with him then i will kena bully then Mr Chan will ask me stop beating him -.- !

hee, geram lah my bf! heee ^^ so after SSM which ended like 11? haha, i went home to bathe and sleep then woke up around 3 and went down to meet the guys and waited for R and G to be back. R went to cut his hair and we accompanied him. Everyone wants to shave their head now adays, lol.

see how happy R is with his new hair, he asked me to style it for him, okay i did, i gel it up for him, then he go flattened it, so i hit him and did his hair again, then he go touch touch again, i got annoyed and was like whatever. We broke fast at R's place, had chicken chop rice, yumms but i didn't finish it. Even before i start eating the boys already said "if you nvr finish give me."
last time when i was always with the other soccer boys, Danish will always eat my left overs, now since am always with R and Gavin, R always eat my left overs.

yeah syg and his dota -.- i swear lah he is just confuse, he dk he mat or ah beng or whatever. zzz, tmr gonna celebrate Tariq's 19th at simpang, hopefully got spaceeeeeeeee!

okay am getting tired, goodnight!

i love Gavin benedict fletcher hehehe :)

the singing is only R, my bf voice hahahah cnnt maintain.

i love love you

2011-08-09T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hello, Shas is a happy girl now :) tmr when wine servie is over i would even be moreee happy ! Amin!

ytd went out w baby to watch fireworks wee, hehe will update about tht tmr! have to rush for driving then off to commonwealth! to see grandaddy! ^^V

anws i am v happy cause me and syg haven been fighting much lately, Amin! I hope it continues this way, cos in God's name next sat he is going to meet my aunty and grandad, hehe my grandad told me to bring him over. Its gonna be funny, i wanna see if Gav would speak in Malay to them!

anws, here some pics on my baby's failed mullet, he looks super mat now plus he's tanned now due to fishing = malay mat, haiyo.

hahaaaaa, ikr, with his perangai and his hair, i think ..hahaha .

our 9 months is coming in 5 days, hmm. Ytd when i was upset cos the fire works were damn short, baby said "don't worry we'll catch it tgt again next year, we would still be tgt ok?" well yeah i hope so too ;)

okay i gtg, gonna be late! love my syg manymany, happy fasting everyone! wish me luck for my wine service tmr! ^^V

Do you like sweet or savory things more?

2011-08-09T21:59:00.001-07:00

i eat anything even paper.

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What's the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you?

2011-08-08T21:38:00.001-07:00

cute guy was talking to me, he asked a question and i just stared at his face w no response.

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this crush aint going away?

2011-08-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello been missing in action.

Fasting month have been alright, so far so good, such a lovely month, i haven said the F word in like 5 days..? HAHAHHA OMG.

so last friday i went to town w R,Gav and Mel to break fast. On tht day itself i got my stupid accounts marks, i got D, i am to ps to say my marks k. HAHAHAH. So ended accounts early, R asked me to meet him at 4 instead thn go up his place..but i dont wanna go up alone if i will be damn ps -.- so i waited for Zal thn we went up tgt.

so hung out awhile, zal left and me n R took a damn long bus ride t town..just US.

know HOW WEIRD IT WAS. HAIZ, OMG.BUT OBVIOUSLY W MY FACE I ACTED LIKE NTH. Soo we reached town earlier thn Mel n Gav, so me n R went off to Ion, he wanted to see jeans, is so weirddddddd I AM FOLLOWING MY BF'S BESTFREN TO TRY CLOTHES WAAAAAH. I think ppl think we couple -.- So we shop shop, met the rest outside Lucky plaza cos we having RIAAAA AYAM PENYET

DAAAAMN PACK THE PLACE, LUCKY ME N R MAAADE RESRVATIONS.

damn nice food, then we went to meet Ian at wisma, then off we went to wheelock, Mel wanted to do her brows, then me n G went off home, he sent me home hehe

BUT MY PICS GT DELETED. SO PICS FROM TODAY INSTEAD.

happpy bday to my awesome tutor, GEVIN PNG, HAHA YES GAVIN^^v

THE POINT IS...

he is cute..k bye.

Which really came first, the chicken or the egg?

2011-08-02T06:09:00.001-07:00

Who really came first your mother or your dad, HAHAHAHAHAH.

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Are you on http://gothise.com , similar to facebook but for alternative people ?

2011-08-02T06:08:00.001-07:00

NOOOOOPE.

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august come on!

2011-07-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

I can't wait for August to be over, i can't wait for this week to be over either!

I have two test back to back, Weds & Thurs! Can't wait for Thurs, i would be a free soul. Well at least for a while, till the next week will be packed with assignments, am not sure abt test but am very sure about this coming wk!

caaaaaaan't wait for Raya. Can't wait for SSM to finally be over, come on Shas 2 more SSM test & 1 more day at Sugar loaf! THEN AM FREE FROM THAT HELL HOLE! HEEE. Can't wait for USS/Flyer/Raya with the boys!

Can't wait to party with the girls, can't wait to finally have proper time with syg! OMG. Haiz, relax shas.

Today was quite a productive day for me, i studied 3 chaps of bese, which i really think is useless and i studied half of the pick up chart :) hope i will do well for both test this week! Amin! The funny part was aft tuition i went to my grandad house w my family, after lunch i took a nap, my dad woke me up & asked me to wash my face. I got cranky and threw tantrum, like literally, i was kicking my legs all, hahahaha now that i think abt it idk what got into me. Been really tired out recently i guess.

HTM is really a stressful course, i wished i had seniors who were in HTM to tell me that earlier before i join ): everyone thinks HTM is such a fun industry all, just join the course & you'd know theyre just dog working long hrs to get to the top. Being a manager of a resort all this is not easy man.

people think business school is hard, try HTM. Am surprise no one killed themselves yet.

oh & one more thing,

SELAMAT BERPUASAAAA! XOXO

GOODNIGHT ALL!

If you had to throw away either your TV or your computer, which would you choose?

2011-07-31T07:17:00.001-07:00

TV.DUH UH.

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If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?

2011-07-31T07:16:00.001-07:00

on my neck at the back; let it go. (BUT DOSA!) HAHAHA.

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busy busy busy

2011-07-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today first day of TCC! First time in my life SSM was made enjoyable, no fcking annoying instructors. Yknow is so disturbing that SSM revolves around f&b industry & no shit i am going to get myself working like a dog 12hrs a day and only moving up after 10 years. Kidding me right.

& i pass my grooming check today! like finally! of cos man i re tie my hair twice, if i failed i would have probably gone ape shit. Today we learnt about wine service, taking orders. Obviously, the hard part is wine service, really hope i get Red wine for my test instead of white wine! Next week is taking orders & we have to memorise the whole menu with the ingredients & all..gosh. Hell! BESE test is also next week ): so after Thurs then am a free bitch ): Not gonna see syg tmr, hopefully Sat would be able to see him. Anws, i got home around 5 today! Am so happy cause i took bus home & i stopped correctly at Geylang by myself! & Syg is so proud of me for doing tht ^^ hehe me too actually, cause usually Zaf doesn't allow me to drop off @ Geylang, not safe!

haha so disturbing, my eyebrow is way thinner now, thinner than this & to add on to it, i went to SSM today without drawing my eyebrows..haha. Everyone was asking why i had Macs for lunch for ssm! haha am sorry my mummy is so loving to get me lunch for ssm ^^ love my mum.

i got home today, bathe & had time to nap! woke up & studied 4 chaps of TTO, Amin! I am happy girl now. Hopefully tmr i can cover the last 4 chaps & Sat would be a breeze for me. Amin. Not gonna meet syg tmr cause he is working & i need to study :) is okay. Had a great time w syg ytd, he accompanied me for dinner near he's place, had cc & we had cheese fries. Treated him the fries as i just got my pay! i had some cash in my wallet i dont rmb is it from my pay or what cause i spent on Alvin's pack & mine 0.0 so yeah.

Anws, tmr would be the first day of driving ): booooo. Early in the morning at 8am, hopefully my instructor is nice enough to speak english to me.. cause i am so confuse in my left & right in Mly, i know buat malu only right, haha!

hehe want smack me right? i know. am so confuse abt something, well, I planned to bring G to USS for our anni..that is if we last..i cannot say we wont later kena scolding..haha. BUUUUUUT the guys want me to go with them, like as a whole grp. G wont go cos he wont spend money, especially with the guys unless is fishing or mj.. look at the guys chalet syg didnt even pay & he drank & slept over. hahah, sigh dk leh.

Ok i need slp, my driving is super early tmr, gdnight!

Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?

2011-07-27T08:23:00.005-07:00

shop.

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What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?

2011-07-27T08:23:00.003-07:00

ciner mati.

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How would you describe your personality?

2011-07-27T08:23:00.001-07:00

narcissistic.

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What TV show do you wish would go off the air for good?

2011-07-27T08:22:00.001-07:00

crime watch lah kay, so people can stop asking me if Malays would act in it.

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What one thing are you exceptionally good at?

2011-07-27T08:21:00.003-07:00

bitching.

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Who's the smartest person you know?

2011-07-27T08:21:00.001-07:00

vinder.

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If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it really make a sound?

2011-07-27T08:19:00.001-07:00

k maintain.

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WHY

2011-07-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

honsetly, i don't know why the hell do i attract psycho guys, idk why maybe am crazy myself. Is either they have anger issues or plus they're mad. K most of the time is the anger cannot maintain im gonna kill you problem.

AHHHH, IS DRIVING ME NUTS I SWEAR.

Now when i fight with Gav, the aftermath i would be damn humji like mtfck. Sigh, pride can wrap up and throw far far away already ok. Idk after all the incidents & my past rs, it just shook me really hard .. its just at the back of my head every single time..

I really cannot wait for August to come, when hols come in Sep, really hope things will get damn good with me and Gav & motherfckin RP can just die with your RJ & all. Fuckhead.

stupid school, zzz. Ey siala ltr i kena beat up..hahahahaha.

ANWS, I WAS HAPPY GIRL 93 TODAY ...till the stupid fight with Gav just now.

heee know why? cause early morning i sit outside lecture hall, the Fatimah came out asking if i was waiting for POOFY! NO I WASN'T! I WAS WAITING FOR MY GRPMATES! & at them time Poofy came out ... HAHAHA so i hid behind Mat, make sure Poofy didn't see me hehe cos i was wearing my headband..not nice. HAHAHAA.

heee, then he walked back & walked out of lect i just act like as if i didn't see him! HAAAAAAAAA! IS CAUSE I SHYYYY. Yknow we are FRIENDS but i don't talk much to him cause i always stare at him when we talk either that or when he ask me questions i reply damn lag cause i would be staring at him..HAHAHAH if i were to talk to him damn often, i would go town w him everyweek alr sia, but no..i shy -,- hahahah

then after school i happy happy go meet Alvin, lunch w the girls and Alvin! hehe he 18 alr lah! Brother loveeee! Happy bday Alvin, suppose go shisha w him & his boys tmr, buuuuut Keith nt replying us! Haha he so cute just now, i was sitting w Alvin at the busstop, waiting for bus. I pleate my hair, idk how spell k, then he say stop doing that...then i ask you want pleate for me...he said..MY BDAY PRESENT AH? HAHAHAHAH SO CUTE.

okay so after my last lect which ended like 2.30? wth right i know. Went down to me Ami, then R didn't go to school so he came down as well, hehehe. Me happy cause he said " October go Zouk with me uh"

then i said for what..

he said..club with me la..

HAHAHAHAHHAHA, HEEEE ^^

then he said he would pay half for my entrance fee..WHY SO SWEEEET! NB TENG TENG.

Heee, k lah thats why i was happy girl 93. Till Gav got back from school -.-

OH walao. Got some girl from Gav class like him all, zzz. Jialat, the classmates still can say "you n shas how long alr? aww hor ltr tht girl jealous." THT GIRL cause Gav doesnt even know which girl, zz. WAH NB, i like want punch all of them sia, think what funny ah. HE IS ATTACHED OMG.

K DUN WAN RUIN MY DREAM, NITEEE.

How long could you last without your mobile phone?

2011-07-26T07:29:00.001-07:00

1 year at most. SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD CASE.

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NOT FEELING WELL

2011-07-22T21:53:00.000-07:00

been very busy w school, tutoring & friends. Am having fever & flu right now. Today's plan was go for tutoring then movie with R, Danish & Zal. Then down to tamp to watch the boys match, then Chalet at night for Syafiq's 17th :/ but all are screwed up cause am sick ):

ytd forced myself to go for accounting test eventho i was shit sick, my friggin nose was leaking through out the dam paper. Hope i get well soon, Amin !

Gosh i need lunch and need sleep again, i swear the medicine kicks in damn slow is damn retarded.

past few weeks ive been so fcked up abt R that i didn't even bother to miss Gav, but nw Gav have been trying so hard to make me appreciate him and am rly starting to fall for it. Guess soon R will totally be out of my mind. Am really happy that Gav is trying, hope i will see more of it, gosh my head spinning alr.

oh! anws, the other day me & Gav were having dinner @ tamp. Hehe, went to starbucks there to smoke, guess whom we spotted! Haha, Gav's ex! With R & Zal, the boys came out to greet us, they were like guilty and all, when i didnt even care actually, i mean is not like is written on their forehead, property of Shas right? but it was fun seeing them freak out. The guys ended up staying out with us as Gav's ex chased them out of starbucks.. haha, a lil immature aint it? You can have them if you want, they r just my guyfs, not my bf :) Gavin fletcher is my boyf.

Dear God, please clear my mind and clear my body from all this virus ! Amin!

Wanna rest, good day everyone !

Where did u buy your contact lens on your latest blog post dated 15 july?

2011-07-22T21:36:00.001-07:00

@ Tanjong Katong complex my dear, the one opposite paya lebar MRT. Lenses there are v cheap,from $18 to $25 at most :) Mine is Freshkon Nudy Grey :)

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If you were a tour guide for your city, what three places would you take visitors to see?

2011-07-22T21:34:00.001-07:00

idk.

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CAN'T WAIT

2011-07-15T22:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO! HELLO! Quick update before i go get ready for the boys match~

I cannot wait for TOPTABLE my school fine dining to be over! Next week! I cannot wait for accounting test to be over! Next week! I cannot wait to get my pay this month! so i can get my phone, my shorts and shoes! ... & pay my mum & gav back.

K so now am gonna update about last week during Zal's 19th.

Rmb i said what car Danish drove...RX8 LAH SEY, OMG.

OMG LA. I KNOW RITE, lucky bastard i swear.

i see so out of place..all boys, haha.

Gav & Rahim, i guess bestfriends are always side by side.

Rahim

Erfan & Tariq, haha they so cute ah. This is call lepak.

Erfan & Husmi, my cam is jus awesome man

& then there is us.

Oh & yeah happy 8 months to us! well actually its 8 months 1 days..

eventhough ytd we celebrated it, the day ended badly..Gavin got angry cause i told him this rs was jus a living in the moment kind of thing for me, no future no nth. Well, is not that i dont love him, but... he's Catholic and stuff so .. the future seems kinda impossible dont you think?

I went through it before so i know and it sucked when the guy you love wanted to let go cause he said we can nvr be tgt in the end cause of diff believes. Well, Gav said that we'll find a way for the future but dont think of letting go, well im not gonna pin all my hope on this rs but yeah, i love u i guess.

theres still alot of things on my mind abt him, eventho am nt suppose to think abt him, but yeah.

k bye.

Harry Potter opens today. If you were going to cast a magic spell, what spell would you cast?

2011-07-15T22:20:00.001-07:00

tak heran lah harry potter.

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